Now, it is already a habit for me to just think about what I did every night before I sleep. Why before I sleep? Because I think it's the best time when the day is about to end, and a new day is about to start, to actually reflect and thank God for everything that happened. Also, it's a time when I can cry on my own so that daddy, mummy, dajie, xiya nor xizheng will see me crying. I'll never want people to see me cry. Don't ask me why, but I just don't want to. Recently, what I have been thinking about is death.
I miss Ah Gong. A LOT. He's gone for 5 years already, yet the memories I had with him never faded.
Death is really scary. Just yesterday, Mummy told me that Ahma's brother's wife passed away. She really is a nice woman, I'll never forget her always smiling. The last time I met her, I never thought it could actually be the last time I see her. Just 10 days ago, she found out that she got cancer. JUST 10 DAYS, and she's gone. It's really true, nobody got control over their own life so really really appreciate everyone and every moment with loved ones.
Spend each day as though as it's the last.
E-po, RIP.
Death is really scary. Just yesterday, Mummy told me that Ahma's brother's wife passed away. She really is a nice woman, I'll never forget her always smiling. The last time I met her, I never thought it could actually be the last time I see her. Just 10 days ago, she found out that she got cancer. JUST 10 DAYS, and she's gone. It's really true, nobody got control over their own life so really really appreciate everyone and every moment with loved ones.
Spend each day as though as it's the last.
E-po, RIP.
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