Plus plus.

I hope one day, I'll wake up and find myself back to 3 years ago. But I know it's not gonna happen.  Maybe I should be looking forward to the future instead right? :)

Tomorrow is Prelim 2 SPA, luckily I'm under shift 2 with all my lovelies. Meeting them for breakfast before that :) Can't wait for this week to be over man. Alright, off to bed now! Goodnight earthlings ;)

Rainbow after the rain.

Somehow, I'm thankful that the recent incident happened. Because if it didn't happen, I wouldn't have released all my emotions out at go and it was also a pretty fun time bonding with Pris and Nic. After checking the prices of the food and stuffs at the supermarkets near school, we were about to board the bus when Pris suddenly said, "Eh, we haven't got the money from Xueting leh." And me and Nic were like, "OMG HOW DID WE FORGET THAT?!" 

So we went over to Kimmeng's house and on the way Berwyn called us and yeah blahblahblah. I guess we looked like this XD But it was really funny how we managed to laugh while being so mad. Friends.

 

Anyways, after like 30 minutes at Kimmeng's house, we finally settled the problem and left his house. Pris had to cancel tuition because of this. sigh. We went to T1 and parted when Km and xt went to get the teachers gift and me pris and nic went to buy chicken before taking shuttle bus over to Giant. On the way, we were like ranting but also chilling one another down :/ 

At Giant, I was really happy. Disturbing Nic, doing silly stuffs, and pris was like the mother, handling 2 little kids XD Bought almost everything other than the utensils, fries and nuggets. We went over to Ikea for the hot dog! Yummy yum. By then we were all really tired from the drama so the journey back to Pris house was pretty quiet. Nic ran home to take her geog book for night study while me and pris waited for her at the bus stop. Being the lazy me, I chose to walk under the rain rather than climb the overhead bridge :P I love going to Pris house. She forever and always have awesome food, but fattening sia XD Me and Nic had Butter Marble Cake and Chocolate Ice cream and I got an extra chocolate cookie because Nic full alr XD AWESOME.

Me and Nic went for Night study after that. After studying for quite some time, we went toilet! Got a shock by Patrick sia! Cause I was like looking into the mirror while waiting for Nic then suddenly I see something move in the mirror and I thought it was ... Heh. He was with Derek and they asked us if want go down buy drink. Obviously we went. Qi and friends were at canteen studying for N'levels. Talk talk abit before going buy drink. Yeah then we just chit chat until Nic drank finish before going back up. Felt kinda bad after we returned because there were only 4 toilet pass and whoever that needed the toilet must wait for us to return :P After night study, went Mac with Nic and had an apple pie :) Saw Rico there playing basketball. Walked home alone after that. Thought about many things lor, and it kept me occupied that I wasn't afraid the way back home. 

Today was an okay day. Briefing in MPH about results and prom night. Don't know if I should go or not eh :/ English, Mrs Chan on MC. Recess, had usual Cheese Balllllll :) Elective history, Ms Tan was in a good mood and did SBQ :) MT, self study in Old Library. Wasn't really productive though. Ended up talking to Pris, Zhenni, Kenneth, Nathan. Heh. Had lunch with Jo after that. Yeah, gonna study at 5 for Science Practical tomorrow :)

If that's what you think.

The past 2 days suck, big time. Our last class party as a class, yet there were so many problems. I don't understand why is it that people can just insult someone else without feeling guilty. What did we do that you must insult me, you must insult pris, you must insult my cca? I really don't see the link in planning this class party and my cca. Fine, I can let go of this because maybe it's a moment of joke. But I'll not let go of this now because of whatever you all have said. 

Us being selfish for not thinking for the class? Oh please, we have asked the class and majority of them wants finger food. How is that not thinking for the class? I know that you guys think that $4 is too much for the class party, but do you guys have any idea what we were doing?! You have no idea that we literally went around the supermarkets and compared the prices before getting it? AND YOU SAID WE ARE SELFISH WHEN WE ARE ONES COLLECTING MONEY, BUYING THE GIFTS, BUYING THE FOOD, BUYING THE DRINKS, WAKING UP AT 4AM IN THE MORNING JUST TO FRY THE FOOD. All we want is a memorable last class party and you guys just have to let me remember this like this. How is $25 not enough to get chips and drinks? We weren't the ones who said to go Value shop and buy party needs. She said it and you guys are blaming us that the shop has closed down and needs more money to get the party needs. We gave you guys the places where there's a Value shop and you scolded us. "You think we got a lot of time is it?" AND YOU THINK WE GOT A LOT OF TIME IS IT. You see, I just don't understand why they can say such things to us when we are the ones having poorer grades but are willing to sacrifice some of our time for this class party? We all have equally 24 hours and you make it sound like as though we have 26 hours instead. When the f word is out of my mouth, it definitely means you have reached my limit.

Another thing that I don't get it. Why is it that you must spread this 'argument' to other classes, other classmates? I mean it is like it's supposed to be a happy event yet it was screwed(?) and you go around telling people that it is our fault. I will not say that it is entirely your fault, I'm sure we certainly did make mistakes here and there and there are bound to be misunderstandings between us. But you chose to go ahead and spread the news around. Good job much? Yes I'm mad but also disappointed. I guess what they say is right. Those who chose to believe with whatever they have heard or/and know from them and starts badmouthing us, ignoring us are just people who don't treasure friendships with us. I'm not saying that everyone who heard about this news are going against us now. I was surprised when people like Ben came up to me, and tell me that I don't have to worry about this and that they believes that we were actually putting in the effort to make this party an enjoyable and memorable one. So thankful for all this friendships. But to those who chose to believe an one-sided story, then so be it. I can't possibly force you to believe us right? So if you think we are the ones in wrong then fine. I don't know if I should be happy or sad that we're graduating from shss in a month plus time. Incidents like this make me feel so regretful but also make me realise who are the ones who actually really trust me and treasure this friendship.

Payphone.

I like this cover of payphone by Tanner Patrick and Jayesslee. Awesomeeeee ^^

And and and I've cute my fringe!! Yay? XD

Kimmeng say my this face very funny :(

It's supposed to be my act-angry face eh :'(

kk, off to batheeeeee!

Rainy weather.

Today's weather is marvelous. RAIN :)

Even though class ends only at 3.45pm, overall it was good. Chem went through some practical worksheets, yeah nothing much. Had Horfun during recess. The sotong ball was great! :P Elective History was boring. Went old library and did mock paper again. Felt really awful because I really need to pee but left like 10 minutes to end of lesson plus I'm lazy to walk all the way to the front just to ask cher to go toilet :/ English as usual did paper. Lunch chitchat while Nic eats her Wanton Mee. Physics, quite boring because Rico went for Oral. Was really sleepy luckily Pris Nic and Qi were texting me :) Amaths, BORING. 2 whole hours facing Mr Liu, omg. Luckily he allowed us to do pair work so me and Pris chitchat while do the questions. Quite annoyed with someone. Idk why she don't want to pay $4 for the upcoming class party. I mean it's like our last class party and $4 for finger food + Mr Liu and Mdm Rizah's presents, it's acceptable lor. Don't understand why they must make a big fuss over it. Ah whatever. 

After school went to have chicken rice with Pris Nic XT and KM. Me and Xueting walked under the rain. YAY! I love the rain. Somehow, all of us were really hungry and kept eating :/ At first wanted to study with Nic and Pris but the weather was really good and 2 hours of Amaths was draining, so we went home. I'm so thankful for all the friends whom I'm still talking to now :') Especially people like Elyana, Qi, Jiawei etc. In the past, I didn't have to worry because every Tuesdays and Fridays I get to see them and talk but now, no more CCAs, but we are still talking! YAY! ^^

Alright, gonna have dinner then study! :)

Bitch.

Please.

I wanna go Hongkong but mummy don't wanna let me go :( 

And consent forms must be submitted tomorrow. HAIZ.

A break.

I'm so tired of everything. 

No matter what I do, it's my fault. 

At times like this, I just badly wants to leave Singapore to the other side of the world, to another world also can. Just to somewhere where there's no problems, just pure happiness. At the other hand, I stayed awake waiting for your text despite feeling really tired and sleepy, just because I thought you'll need someone to talk to. Nothing happened. I guess it was just me, being silly. Stupid love. Why does it even exist. 

Friends.

*This is supposed to be posted yesterday (23/08/2012) :/

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAVINN SIVASAMY!

Today is my beloved, awesome yet bitchy friend's birthday!

I'm so thankful that I became really close with him last year. Ever since OBS... haha those memories. THANK YOU SO MUCH VIN! <3

Today is a really long and tiring day for me. Talked to Isaac during recess and ended up being late for Chem. Me, Nic, Pris, Xueting, Kimmeng and Vin had to stand outside lab. Felt kinda bad cause Mdm Rizah is really nice to us but we are doing this to her :/ She scolded/talked to us after that and get us to start practical. After that, Physics. Practical too. Manageable.

After school, me pris and nicole went TM. We accompanied Nic baby to shop for Vin's present. Rather tiring but had a great time chitchating. We were randomly talking about making a customized tee then Pris baby told me that she wanted to make a BFF tee for me and the back of the tee will be like a BFF Contract. But because it will cost like 40 all together, it was way too off her budget. So she didn't get it. But still.... I'M SO TOUCHED :') LOVE YA PRISSY PIEEEE! <3

Walked back to school with Nic for night study. Met up with Xt in the canteen.
A photo during night study :) 

After night study, we had dinner at this kopitiam. Well the funny thing.... I was eating my ban mian when Kimmeng suddenly said something really funny and guess what?! I SPIT OUT MY BAN MIAN. All 3 of them kena XD It was really funny because all of them literally jerked and their expressions were priceless :)

Daddy and Dajie came to pick me up. While walking to the car, I heard footsteps behind so I turned and saw this young boy. Like maybe around 2-4 years old boy? He was like following us and suddenly he touched my drink and my leg, for a moment, I got a shock. Because this is the seventh month and you know la. So I thought I saw thing, so I touched the boy boy's face and in my mind I was thinking, "Eh, can touch until eh. Okay, human." HEHE. Because if it's thing, I will not be able to touch it right? Dajie and daddy stopped and played with the boy for a while before his ahgong came and told us that the boy boy very friendly, everybody also will play with. Aww, I LOVE THIS KIND OF KIDS :')

After that dajie told me she also thought it's thing, so she wanted to grab me and run. LOL. Yup, that's about it for yesterday.



Today, after like 2 days of discussion with Miss Ho, I decided to not retake Chinese and focus on my other subjects. Yup! hmm after school went 7-11 with Nic to get waffles! yay. Then we chitchat while waiting for her mummy to come. Nan and Ely came to join us after that. We went for NP Training todayyyyy!

Love the game part. Super shiok, really miss NP :'( After debrief, we went to some void deck and had our dinner and talked. To summarize, me, Ely, Nan and Wengwai were like playing hide and seek with Xiya, Arinah, Junhao and Syukri. The 4 of them were lying on the floor at the playground so we decided to like pretend that we're going off but we're actually going play prank on them. So we ended up going up blocks and like you know stalker? Watch them for afar and making funny noises. They so paranoid but really cute :) Now, I'm super tired and my ankle hurts. Got a feeling that I'm gonna be sick soon. Feeling very warm now despite the fan on full blast. Maybe it's just me. 





Please be safe.

Disappointment.

Why aren't we as close as we used to be? 

It feels like everyone whom are really close to me, whom I really trust, will eventually drift apart from me. I'm really afraid that one day I will wake up and find that all my loved ones are gone, not like to another world but like away from me. 

I know I'm being selfish by having certain thoughts. I only thought for myself and not for others. And perhaps that's the reason why my love life is such a failure. I'm certainly not a secure person. I won't open up to people until I feel comfortable with them, until I start to trust them. But I forgot, people that you trust the most, will betray you too. Sometimes, it's just me. The many 'What If-s' are just appearing in my mind. It's like a remainder to me that I shouldn't trust people that easily because anybody got the power to hurt me anytime. I don't want to be hurt. I just want to be happy, smiley over every thing. 

I thought not everyone will change after getting into a relationship. But I was wrong. People do change. Some change for the good, some change for the bad. Something that I always wonder, "Friends or G/BF priority?" I don't think I have the rights to answer this question nor answer it for anybody else. Ha, I badly screwed my relationships like shit. And partially one of the reason was because I put my friends as priority, especially her. I'm willing to sacrifice my love life for this friendship yet all I'm receiving now is shit. I'm not angry. I'm just.... disappointed. I thought I mattered a lot to her but I guess I wasn't. But i don't know. Different people have different priority right? As long as she is happy.

Do you know how it feels like when you actually hear your best friend's problems from somebody else compared to hearing it from your best friend? It sucks. I know I am definitely not the best best friend on earth, but I'm trying my best. Sometimes, I wished you could understand me. I don't need a boyfriend in my life, all I need are friends, especially a best friend whom I can go on a shopping spree, eating spree without having to worry the expenses, whom I can rely on, whom I can confide in. I know around me, I have many amazing friends already. Friends like Nicole, Navinn, Elyana... They are amazing. But I just need this female best friend whom I know will always be there for me. Is it too much to ask for?

Oh God, I guess I'm just being selfish. 

Just stay happy and safe. 

I cannot be greedy to ask for more.

Patience.

This isn't easy but I'm doing my best. I know eventually, there will be a day when I can proudly say, "I'VE MOVED ON." Now, yes I can say it but it'll be a lie. Partially. I know I can do it. I am reaching the top of the mountain very soon. Just wait and see :)

School is pretty good recently. Yesterday Mrs Chan talked to us again and made me pretty upset. Or more of guilty? Before Prelim 1, even though she was sick, she still chose to came to school because of us. Yet, we attitude her and caused her to almost lose her baby. I felt really bad. She is a really nice and caring teacher yet we did this to her :( I'm gonna start paying attention to her lessons and do her homework I promise.

Prissy pie brought the cookies we baked on Saturday to school! Me and Nic couldn't resist the cookies and ended up walking back to class while eating the cookies :P LOVE LOVE COOKIES!! Went straight home after school. So guai eh :) Walked to the bus stop with Nic and crap all the way. Love this silly girl. Hmm cannot really remember what happened last night :/

Woke up with a backache and neckache. Felt really awful but endure! Walked to school with Xiya and saw a dead bird, squashed. It was really gross and stuffs but still, RIP. Had assembly in ISH for Science Practical Exam briefing. Saw my awesome Sec 1 and 2 juniors outside of MPH, waiting for their turn to perform for the Pupil LED Assembly. Woohoo JIAYOU! <3 The briefing was really really boring. 

Oh had Cheese Ball like finally! Nicole's one literally oozed out! XD Damn good. Loving it! Went home with Xiya today :) Read a book and dajie asked me to pei her at Mac. So I went over and saw this really cute dog. Until she barked, I was like crazy over her! It was really really cuteeeee! ^^

Cute right?! hehe kk that's all for today! Byeeee :)

USS.

Hey lovelies.

Yesterday was a perfectly nice day. Yup, I went to USS! My first ever time :)

Met up cousies outside uss at 10am. 

Gah, puffy eyes :(

Yaya with the bread I made for her :)

Yup, if you cannot see what's on the plastic bag, it is 

"Good morning!

Xi Ya's breakfast.

LOVE BREAD.

xoxo,

二姐"

imma such a nice sister hor? :P

On the wayyyyy!

Tired eyes.

Blehhhh~

EGGCITEDDDD!

On our way towards USS!

Woohoo, guess who we saw?!

MADAGASCARRRRRRR!

The Madagascar Boogieeeee!

Aww, aren't the penguins cute?! :)

I've got a video of them boogieing! I'll upload them soon k :)

Us before the ride started.

During the ride :)

ORANGEEEE.

We love Sesame Street!

KYM!

Dajie and Yaya!

Dajie wanted to buy this bag! It's an Elmo kiddy bag.

Me and Cookie Monster!

Yaya and Big Bird!

Looks like yaya strangling big bird haha XD

One of my childhood favourite cartoon character :)

BOO! :)

Muack muack!

ELMOOOO!

Zoom in version! ^^

YO.

CAT.

Yummy yummy cookie!

Bev's sexy pose :)

SPAGHETTI! 

Food monster! :P

 Sisters!

 Sisters + Bev!

 Kym's candid shot :)

ME WANT COOKIE!

WE WANT COOKIE!

Elmo's cupcake! Cute isn't it? :)

COOKIE MONSTERRR! 

Bevvvv!

Queuing up!

Yaya and Kym!

Dajie!

Me and dajie :)

Look at kym at the back XD

"SO HOT"

After hours at uss. 

Kids plates!

"I WANT THIS."

Now, guess who?!

SESAME STREET!

I have a long video of them performing too. Will upload soon :)

My dream car.

KIDDING :)

MR GINGERBREADMAN.

Trying to do the cat's eyes XD

*Did you notice a 'stalker' in each picture? XD

SO CUTE!

Shrek Princess :)

YOU READY FOR THE CAPS SPAM?

LET'S GO!

 Sorry, they were too cute to resist :P

I'm so proud of myself. Played Enchanted Airways, Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure, Dino-Soarin, Revenge of the Mummy, Battlestar Galactica: Cylon and Human. 

The Blue track called the Battlestar Galactica Cylon whereas the red track called the Battlestar Galactica Human. 

So right, the difference is:

The seats! The blue one, you legs are like in the air, but the red one, there's a ground. So obviously, the blue one is more scary. Well, we played the blue one first then the red one, so it wasn't that scary. But the queuing was insane. We waited for like close to an hour for each ride. 

So on the map, it says, Battlestar Galactica Cylon: This suspended rollar coaster goes up, around and upside down with an inverse corkscrew and a cobra roll.

Battlestar Galactica Human: Zooming at speeds of 82.8km/h, this seated rollar coaster narrowly avoids collisions as it twists, turns and propels you over 14 storeys into the air.

On the net, it says, 

Battlestar Galactica: Cylon is a suspended roller coaster and travels on an inverted blue track.

The Cylon coaster is a coaster designed like the Cylon Raider suspended from the track with legs free that performs intense maneuvers including several inversions in the form of a zero-g roll, a Cobra roll, corkscrews and vertical loops. The Cylon coaster also plunges into a 5-metre (16 ft) deep pit filled with artificial fog to give thrill seekers the sensation of a near miss with the ground. It also includes sudden turns close to buildings emphasizing the sensation of a near miss.

Battlestar Galactica: Human features a seated roller coaster and travels on the red track.

The Human coaster is designed for riders who want a roller coaster experience without inversions. The trains use lap restraints giving the rider total upper body movement. According to Universal Studios Singapore engineers, riders on the Human track experience more G-forces than those on the Cylon track.^{[citation needed]} At certain point of the ride, the coaster reaches speed of up to 90 kilometres per hour (56 mph).

I can hear myself screaming. It was really scary but also, shiok. At the blue ride, I screamed until my saliva came out :P Whoops.

So if you were to ever go the USS, you MUST take this rides okay? The wait is worth it :) Oh yes, also must take the Revenge of the Mummy. It's an indoor rollar coaster. But it is total darkness and really really exciting. Super duper fun but also your heart will skip a beat!

Enchanted Airways

A junior rollar coaster.

Dino-Soarin

A simple ride :)

Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure

A thrilling river raft ride through primeval dinosaur habitats where you will get wet, in fact soaked.

This ride gave me a lot of surprises. But also, fun!

I love uss but it is really very pricey. Bought 8 piece of normal sushi for like $7? Reall ex. Had lunch at Hard Rock Cafe. Love the atmosphere there. Somehow after the Battlestar Galactica rides, we were all really tired and drained already. So we walked around, camwhored :) Had dinner at this chinese restaurant. Whoa, the food is amazing. We had Beijing Duck! Really really good. Ate until super full. Uncle brought us home. Me and Xiya went over to Tassri's house after that. By then most of his friends have left, in fact all. So me, xiya, reez and tassri stayed in the room and talk. After that his mum asked us to eat. The Nasi Briyani was great, but I was really really full after that. Azly came over and we chit chat till 11 before going home. While waiting for bus 69, xiya was telling me that she hopes to have a boyfriend that will come fetch her at night. LOL.

Selemat Hari Raya!  

To my muslim friends - Nadhirah, Elyana, Qamarina, Shirin, Tassri, Reez, Diyana and EVERY MUSLIMS! :)