April Photo Challenge

day 01 – a picture of yourself
day 02 – a picture of what you wore today
day 03 – a picture of what you did today
day 04 – a picture of where you went today
day 05 – a picture of your morning
day 06 – a picture that inspires you
day 07 – a picture that makes you cry
day 08 – a picture of yourself
day 09 – a picture of what you had for lunch
day 10 – a picture of what you like to do
day 11 – a picture of your favorite drink
day 12 – a picture of your favorite food
day 13 – a picture of your friends
day 14 – a picture of your favorite teacher(s)
day 15 – a picture of yourself
day 16 – a picture of your dream boy/girl
day 17 – a picture of your phone
day 18 – a picture of your closet
day 19 – a picture of your favorite musical instrument(s)
day 20 – a picture of where you want to honeymoon
day 21 – a picture that makes you think of your loved one
day 22 – a picture of yourself
day 23 – a picture that describes your life
day 24 – a picture of what you did today
day 25 – a picture that you edited
day 26 – a picture that makes you angry
day 27 – a picture of you more than 10 years ago
day 28 – a picture of what you wore today
day 29 – a picture of yourself
day 30 – a picture of you and your best friend

Going to try this for the month of April. Wish me luck! ^^

At the verge.

Last night I felt so burdened with everything. 2 major problems – Friendship and Feelings, struck me and I felt really lost and empty. Thank goodness, Cole was there for me. She stayed up even though she worked for 12 hours yesterday, just to listen to me rant and complain about life. In fact, after cheering me up I actually fell asleep on her! She’s definitely going to be my life-long friend.

I actually thought a lot last night and think back to those days. I’m not stress or what, just tired from trying. Both my problems are similar and that’s what killing me! I’m just tired of always taking the first step to keep our friendship alive when you’re actually not helping by keeping it alive together with me. And you did was to ignore me after a few replies? Really, I’m so tired of trying that I’m giving up. I don’t want to try keeping this going when it’s just one-sided. If you aren’t going to try to keep this going, then it’ll be the end. Really the end.

I really feel like throwing away all my feelings and just not give a shit to anything. Nothing just seems to be going the way I want it to. I hate how people are giving me hope and when it reaches the climax, they just go and leave me all alone. Stop fooling around, will you… I’m really not going to do anything about these 2 main problems and just let it be. Whatever the result, it’s fate.

Lalala

Down.

Today was... Good? Bad? Average?

Had to go RP at 8.30am to configure my laptop and I was so thankful to have Siti to accompany me all the way to Woodlands! Love her. She was telling me her dream about Jack and Finn and it was really sweet. So cute!

So the configuring took up 3 hours instead of 4. But we still managed to grab brunch at KFC. It was good. After going back to collect my laptop, we took 960 to Bugis and did a little shopping at Bugis Street. Bought this really cute bag at just 10 bucks!! Such a good deal ^^

After which I went to work whereas Siti went home. KX so cute. She saw my necklace and she said I was engaged! LOL. If only.... HAHAHA KIDDING.

Now, I'm super pissed. And everything is working against me. ARGHHHHHHH.

Happy Monday.

Yesterday was one of my favourite day. Went over to babysit B and J at night and we really had lots of fun. I was teaching B her homework while J was jumping, running, climbing around. Basically like spiderman, superman, batman etc. Both me and B ignored him and continued with her homework but suddenly that boy, shout, "Jie jie, look at me! I got powers!" So we both turned and he pulled down his pants follow by his undies. I was so shocked by his action, I mean the last time I saw a boy's birdy was when my bro was like 4? Which was like 12 years ago?! My only reaction was, "What are you doing?! Put it back on!" But he laughed and sat down and started fidgeting with his pants. Somewhat I guessed that he was going to be like superheros, wearing their underwear outside.

So I told B, "I think he's trying to be like superman, wear his underwear outside." And we both laughed. B went and helped him put on his pants then undies while I sat there laughing my ass off. After that he was so happily shouting, "I have powers now!!" So I asked him, "Who taught you this, J?" And he replied, "The real superman." LMAO. The innocent mind of this boy. At like 9.30, I was about to leave when he stopped me. I hate it when he give me the puppy eyes, asking me to stay.

After which I walked over to the coffeeshop to wait for daddy to come and pick me up. Don't know why these days the coffeeshop close so early. Make me have to seat on the staircase in the dark ): Luckily Cole was texting me and Siti was whatsapping me. Otherwise I'll be bored and scared to death :/

Today went shopping for Zheng's birthday present. Wah it's so tough to buy a present for a guy! Settled on a formal top. I love it!! Okay, I'll try to blog tomorrow night if I have the time to k! Goodnight and sweet dreams ^^

Exhausted.

Aren't you tired of falling in love? I'm so exhausted. All the pain you have to go through... Sometimes I find liking someone is so... stupid. But who am I to say this? Who don't fall in love? Who don't hope to end up with the person they like/love? Who don't wants a happy ending? But this is life isn't it?

Dreams vs reality.

Last night had a htht with ya and after which I found what she said totally made sense that's why I've decided to let go of those feelings I had. Last night was one of the nights when I just felt extremely upset because of my feelings and because of friendship. But now I'm fine already. Not saying that I'm totally over him already but trying to since feelings can't just go off overnight. Just going to try my best and kick all those feelings over because i don't wanna sacrifice my friendship with him over this feelings.

Over-thinking kills.

I am amazing.

Kidding haha! ^^

So over this week many many things happened. Good, bad, happy, sad...

I really cannot cook. Haha so I tried cooking French Toast for brunch on Wednesday and it turned out.... Horrible. It was yucks. My future boyfriend/husband better be someone who cooks well!! Met Nanthiyni, Kenneth and Wesley for movie at Ehub. We were supposed to watch the 2.50pm The Croods but by the time all of us were present, it was already 3.15? Saw Jiawei at the lan with his friendsss. So we decided to have lunch first then watch the 5pm one. It was quite a good catch up session. The Croods was great! Super cute sia! ^^

Halfway through the movie, Tassri came and join us. After which we took the train back to Tampines and Tassri left. We decided to play some games and really... The most embarrassing night of my life. At first we kind of played hide-and-seek with Wes. hehe. Then they decided to play a dare game where we will choose one target for you and you have to ask for his/her (Opposite sex) number. But then due to strong protests, we changed to say hi. But because me and Nan shy ah, so the game didn't success.

The third game we played was... See who can shout penis the loudest. After 1 round we changed to dick instead. Super embarrassing I swear. But it was damn funny. After we had sufficient fun, we went home!

Thursday went to work in the morning before meeting Siti to collect our medical reports. While waiting for her, I was starving really badly because I didn't have dinner the day before. Once she came we immediately went to eat :b Then took bus 222 to SATA and had to wait for quite awhile before we got our reports. We're perfectly healthy and fine!

The last sentence actually means the rods on my spine ^^

Yay I grew taller after the operation. But also fatter :/

After which we went to cut, wash, blow and hair treatment at a nearby saloon. Very cheap $25 only!

Friday met Cole and Pris for dinner. We had ice cream at Swenses before having dinner at Pastamania. Fun day with the girls. Unfortunately Xting couldn't make it ):

Saturday right after I wake up, I went to meet Siti and her little sister at the park! We had lots of fun. She grew so much! The last time I played with her was when I was sec 1. She still couldn't speak proper words then but now, like a hyper and talkative girl. She's such a darling (:

Alright, next is just pictures uploads (mainly Saturday).

Gonna play with her again next week ^^

That's my morning face and my same age pillow :b

Annual Camp.

Saturday to Monday was our annual camp and of course me being xijia, I went back to help!

Overall I had lots of fun but I think if my whole batch was there, it would be better. I miss them all ):

Saturday:
-Parents Night
- CSI Night
- Reached home at 11.30pm.
- Slept at 1am.

Sunday:
- Woke up at 3am and couldn't fall asleep until 4am.
- Woke up at 5.30am.
- Met Ely for breakfast at Mac before going school.
- Amazing race @ Sentosa.
- Went home, bathed and changed.
- Met some 40th batch peeps (Pris, Ely, Nan, Nad, Qam, Qi, Yang, Wes, Jus, JX, Ken, Tass) before going back school for Farewell cum Alumni Night.
- Dinner & Party
- Supper with Pris, Ely, Qi, Yang, Wes, Jus, JX, Ken, Tass.
- Accompanied Wes back to school.
- Lepak outside school.
- Reached home at 12.30am.

Monday:
- Suppose to meet Nad to go check up at 7.30am.
- She gave me a morning call at 5.55am.
- Another one at 7.45am.
- Whoops I'm late.
- Check up at SATA, Chai Chee.
- Lunch at Tampines Interchange.
- Slack at JCO.
- Nan came to join us.
- Went back home and slept.

Yeah lah summary hehe!

2 incidents which I think it's going to be memorable.

1. On Saturday, upon reaching school, we were told to put our bags outside of np room, along with the other latecoming cadets bags. Me and Pris only took our phones with us and went to do our things. After which, we decided to get a drink because we were really thirsty. And then suddenly pris was like, "Eh jia your wallet is in my bag eh!" And when I opened it, all my notes were gone. Pris checked hers and same, all the notes were gone. In fact, our bags got ransacked as well.

We went to ask the CIs in the room if anybody came by. They said nobody so we thought maybe Wes and tass playing prank on us so we went to ask them but they say they didn't. So they came with us and checked their bags as well. Tass had both his phone and wallet with him so he didn't lose anything. But for Wes, he lost his Iphone 4S and money.

And we went to report to Rayyan sir. The officers told us they will check the cctv and see what they can do about it. Honestly, that day there were many people around. Ncdcc, bb, npcc were having camps. And some outsiders were playing volleyball in our school. But something that caused us to be really curious is how come only the 3 of us the bags got ransacked. There were like 10 bags there and the person only ransacked the 3 of our bags which had valuables in it? And wes's iphone was switched off though he had password protection.

The person managed to take our money and wes iphone within 30 minutes since wes did went to his bag to reply a text and me and pris went to our bags to take tissue. It's so scary...

2. Sunday night, after we had supper, we accompanied Wes back to school. Boonhui sir told him to close the main gate after we're done talking. So while talking at the gate, a black car suddenly entered school compounds. I was quite suspicious about it because it was already 11.40pm and there were only npcc and bb having camp in school. Who would actually go home at such a timing? The car just stopped and switched off his engine at the car pouch.

We waited till like 11.50pm and decided to close the gate, or I would say close half of it so that he can drive out later. But he thought we were closing the gates already so he drove out but he didn't drive away. He stopped outside of the school and came out. Since it was the only gate that's open and we were going to close it already, I went to ask him, and the convo went like this.

Me: Hi, sorry are you waiting for anybody?

Guy: Why?

Me: Oh because we have to close the gates.

Guy: Aren't there cca inside?

Me: Yeah what cca are you waiting for.

Guy hesitates awhile.

Guy: Never mind.

So we went ahead to close the gates.That guy was so fierce and rude.  After which me, pris, ely and ken crossed the road because we were going home already. And I happen to turn around, wanting to ask them something when I saw the guy like trying to open the gate. But since the gate was really heavy, he couldn't open it alone. We immediately call Boonhui sir to tell him about it since our juniors were inside and we have no idea who he is and what he wants to do! Boonhui sir say he will go take a look. Scary right?! Imagine if we didn't think so much and just left the gate open, i also don't know what will happen...