I just want to be understood.

For once, I was hoping that the answer would be different but I was proved wrong. What even makes me think that you would say yes...... I don't know, probably the thought that maybe you would start seeing me as an adult, that can actually be responsible for my own actions. But no.

Too bad I'm me, and not him, otherwise the answer would be different. No hesitation, a yes right? Don't even have to experiment it, the answer is so clear. I'm a nobody here, the only thing that you're glad that I'm around is probably because I can still make money.....

But so what????