A mistake.

I was right.

This month hasn't really been a good start for me.....

Time of the month isn't going easy on me too.....

Just last night, after Fuze Comm meeting the year 1s had dinner together with Nick and Arun. Then suddenly my stomach started to hurt. At first it wasn't that pain, and I thought maybe I'm just hungry since I didn't have lunch. But after I bought dinner, and ate like 3 mouths, the pain started to contract and it was really really really painful. So painful that I lose my appetite, and the only thing I wanted to do was to crawl into a bowl. I didn't know if it was gastric or cramps, but Jo gave me a gastric pill nevertheless.

I felt quite bad though, because they were all so happy chit chatting until I fall sick and they are were so worried. Really so blessed for this bunch of people. Jan, Jo and me cabbed to Nick's house while Nick and Arun walked over. The walk to the taxi stand was so horrible. I felt like I was going to vomit anytime and idk, just felt really weak and tired.

At Nick's house, his family were all so nice and caring. Gave me medical oil, panadol, warm water, warm soup, help me prepare mattress, pillows. Jo helped me with the medical oil and honestly it works wonder. Like I think less than half an hour, I'm fine already. Then we just chill around till 10, before we went home. Had to persuade them to let me go home on my own like idk how long siaaaa. Funny la they all.

I am fine now. So yayyyy!


Why was I even holding hopes. I should have expect the worst isn't it? 
But at the same time, I think I'm used to it. 

One-sided feelings really sucks.....
I've got to stop getting so emotionally attached to people.....

Let it go.