I won't give up.

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up 

Gah, love this song. Madly in love with it! 

The title tells all.

 I won't give up.

I remember how I used to tell Vin that I will never give up hope on loving, and waiting for x. I was so determined and it just felt as though as nothing can change my mind about it. But still, I gave up eventually. This is reality, and I know I can never escape away from it. 

Frankly, it's not easy to be committed, to have the faith, to never give up. Anyways, this is not what I'm going to talk about. I'm actually going to talk about.... O'LEVELS.

26 more days to O'levels!

Omg less than a month eh! Have been studying pretty hard recently. I'm not going to give up on my studies!

Sunday:

- Didn't feel that well because was having a terrible flu.

- Went AMK Library.

- Dajie treated me to Gongcha! ^^

- Went Ahma's house after that.

- But something amazing happened.

After dinner, Nathaley suddenly came up to me and asked me, "Xi Jia Jiejie, are you afraid for the operation?"

I was surprised that she actually will question me regarding on my operation, nevertheless, I answered, "Yeah, of course." and you know gave an awkward smile.

"Does the doctor have to cut your back?"

"Yeah, of course. Otherwise how they put the rods in?"

And just then, Beverley said, "Eh, stop it la. You are scaring her leh, Nat."

But I looked at Nat and I saw curiosity, worried-ness, fear and something that amazed me was Nat's answer to me.

"Don't worry okay? I will go visit you one. And I help you pay for your medical fees. Even though I don't have enough."

I looked at her and I was really really surprised.

This 12 years old girl, for once, surprised me with her thoughts. And the sweetest thing was.... She drew a picture for me. So touched :')

Monday:

- Lessons like usual.

- After school went Jack's Place with Pris.

Had a great time talking about our childhood. You'll never believe how naughty Pris used to be. Tsk :)

- Came back home and packed my study table.

- Bathed and had dinner.

- STUDY!

- Talked to my Primary school bff and I felt great because of some issues.

Tuesday:

- RAIN.

- Had morning 'pt' with xiya XD

Dropped my phone at the side of the bed, so we had to pull the bed out but it was so damn heavy. Ended up laughing like siao but still got my phone out. YAY! :)

- Before Maths, me Cole and Pris went to the new block toilet and on the way, me and pris were like trying to use our ponytails to whipped one another's face. Guess what?! We end up banging one another's head instead XD After that, while walking back to class, we got stopped by this butterfly. Damn epic, like how the butterfly is so small yet caused all 3 of us to be freaking out. LOL.

- After school went to have chicken rice with lovelies.

- My bag broke :'(

- Maths mock paper. Okay~

- Studied Amaths with Maine.

- Night study. Did Amaths again. 

- Brain cells died.

- Dinner (Ban Mian again!) with Xueting.

Had fun talking about our overseas trip at eoy! yay can't wait :) Hopefully parents will allow and hopefully my spine recover fast!

AND...

YAY CONGRATS TO MY GOD-BROTHER WHO GOT PROMOTED TO SGT!

LOL I THINK THIS IS FUNNY!