Hope and Happiness.

"I hope that I score full marks for my science paper."

"I hope that I'll be a millionaire."

"I hope he/she will love me."

"I hope I will have more friends."

"I hope I can go out."

The word 'hope' that we are using here is just a word. But have we ever act to make it come true? It's not like you can just sit there and hope that something will come true without you doing anything. And that is what I'm always doing. Yes, literally always. I'm always saying "I hope that I will score below 15 for O'levels." But how often am I really studying to prep for O'levels? I'm definitely spending more time playing than studying. And of course, the consequence will certainly not be less than 15 for O'levels. I'm always telling myself to study harder, to set goals, to not get distracted. But how many times have I actually studied harder, move towards my goals, get distracted by anything and everything. Yes it sucks I know. I'm trying, I'm trying to get myself focus and study. I know I can do it but people tell me that too :) And I'm sure, everybody can do it too. Because in this world, there are no stupid people. There are only lazy people. :) 

KEEP GOING! Have faith, have hope, have smiles :)

Happiness. 

Are you happy?

Frankly, minus the studying and the operation part, I am happy. YAY!! Every morning, waking up to this special person's text, meeting up with my crazy yet awesome friends, having dinner with my family, meeting up with my cousins every sunday, having to try new food and more! Compared to last time, I think I love life better now :) Because I know that I have many many people to rely on when I'm facing problems, when I'm down there are many people who are able to cheer me up, people who are willing to go on a food spree with me! It's just amazing. Even words cannot express my happiness now. Really! I just love those people who walked into my life and never left. I LOVE YOU GUYS OKAY! <3

While here I am, waiting to 1.30pm to meet the girls for K-BBQ, other students are in school suffering. Muahahaha hildans rock yeah! <3 Nevertheless, we ought to thank the previous batch for giving us this holiday :) YAY! 

Me going add on more weight after lunch le :( BOOHOOOOOOO!!