Wrong?

I see us in them. I see me in her. I see me in him.

It just brings back memories. I really don't want them to become like us. Really.

But I'm afraid that I'll worsen the situation instead of helping them. I've no idea what to do now. Seeing the both of them suffer, it just hurts me a lot. I don't want them to end like how we did. Please, somebody teach me what to do. Frankly, it's up to them right? 

What is love? Why is it so hurting? It really need lots of courage, time, effort, thoughts right? I really fear of relationships now. It just seems like happy endings does not occur in reality. I always hope to have a relationship like those in the dramas. No matter what happened, that pair of couple always have happy endings. But in reality, does it occur? Maybe it does, just that it's not for me yet. I really wish when I wake up, it will be a year ago. Then I will know what to do to not make life so suckish now. But after all, this is life. What can we get from a meaningless life? So that is why we have so many problems to solve, because we will learn from it.

I guess I'll need some quiet time alone again.