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Hello hello hello hello hello.

This few days, I've been wondering if true love really exist. Then this question popped into my mind, 

And as I was browsing through my friend's tumblr, I saw this.

I hate to see people getting upset because of love. I really hate it. Love is something scary that can change one person really quickly. So quick that I don't even know he/she anymore. I just hate it. I never knew how complicated love can be. Now, I wish to return to being a small girl, when love didn't mean anything.

But sometimes, a kid can actually someone or something more than a adult can. It is amazing how kids can actually understand love at such a young age. And I'm certain when he or she grows up, they will find true love. It is rare to find people who actually stay committed to just one person for a long long long time. In fact, a life time. I think every 1000 people, we can only find 1 person who will love just 1 person in his or her life.  

Love beats everything. Nothing can fail it, not even religions, parents, third parties, nothing can beat it. Love is between 2 person. I don't understand why some couples will break up just because parents object to it? Hello, you are not marrying the parents right? If you think he or she is the one, then go ahead. Don't let other people or thing spoil your relationship. It is really not worth it.

I respect my goduncle because even though he broke up with his girlfriend, which they have been dating for 8 years, for just a year plus, they still got back after all. And now, they are happily married with 2 kids. So you see, this is what I call true love. 

Would you choose someone who is always hurting you then saying "I love you" to solve the issue or someone who is always there for you, lending his or her shoulder and ears when you need and in fact, you often neglect he or she, but they would still be there. Actions speak louder than words. People just get distracted by the 3 words that they didn't bother looking around. If they did, they would have realise that someone who truly loves you is out there waiting. He or she doesn't need to say those 3 words to make you feel loved, just by their actions, you will feel loved naturally. Don't ever let go of them. Yes, some will really wait forever for you, but not all will. People tend to change. Feelings do fade too. 

I have seen so many of my friends crying because of their relationships and I really absolutely hate it. 

And that is when hugs mean a lot. I really enjoy hugs because it makes me feel so loved and secure. I'll never forget when Priscilla hugged me that time, I just can't help but teared. It is a place where I know I will not get hurt because she will protect me. I will do the same for her too. If he will do make her upset, I will kick his ass and bring her out to shop. When girls go shopping, that is when she has no troubles at all. Or when you see girls start stuffing herself with food, you know that she is upset. Guys will probably drink or go lan. 

However, if you met your soul mate, then love will be beautiful for you. Appreciate everything about one another. I'm glad Pris and JY are really happy together and oh yes, Happy 8 Months and 4 days Anniversary! I'm really happy for them. The first few months were hell for them, but they pulled through! I'm sure one day I will be their godmother of their kids :)

Just another typical night when I start thinking about past things. I really wanna say this, "One day, I will be gone." to you. There are just some things the more you try to forget, the more you keep thinking about it. You know the feeling too right? But then looking at a bigger picture, you would realise this is part of life. People who choose to leave your life, you can just forget them. They obviously don't appreciate you right? Keep your heart away from them, or you will see the same cycle repeating.

I really hope love isn't so painful. Love is suppose to be something sweet, something worth working hard for. But people seems to have messed around with it, and soon love will mean nothing. It is never too late if you turn back now. Don't wait till the day you see her with another guy, or him with another girl, then your heart breaks and you'll realise you have always loved her or him. By then, it will be too late. 

To him: I have no idea how long more I'm gonna be there for you. Maybe you are happy with whatever you have now, then okay fine. I'll be so one day. And I'm sure of it too :)

So now, goodnight and sweet dreams. 

May the angel of good luck pour blessings onto you.