Still feeling awful.... Yes even the strongest fall sick. A whole day at home, and naturally I start thinking about everything and anything. And eventually, leading to overthinking...... I need to be more positive at times. But also, being positive means higher expectations, which also means bigger disappointment. SIGH.
"Actions speak louder than words."
I realised the importance of this phrase finally. Though many people say no matter what, they'll be there for me, I'm honestly very curious who really will be there for me when I'm at my lowest. But right now..... I don't know. I really don't know what's going through on my mind. I'm bring really negative these days, having all sorts of bad thoughts and stuff. (Is this pre-PMS alert?)
I wish I'm able to vanish one day. Or just teleport to another country.... and live a carefree life, meeting brand new people, starting a new life.
Right now, neh I don't like life. With the amount of stress and problems I'm having right now..... I FUCKING HATE IT.
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