Today (or should I say yesterday???) was also the start of a new school term. And Korea photos have finally been up on Facebook. I'll probably blog about it after UT 2.....
2015 have been good so far, but why do I have such a strong feeling that someone from the past is entering back into my life again??? But I don't know if letting xxx back into my life is a right or wrong choice. I really want to give xxx a third chance but then again if there's a first, there's bound to be a second and third, and fourth and blah blah blah. Letting xxx back into my life will be like giving xxx a chance again to repeat everything all over again. AND THAT'S LIKE COMMITTING SUICIDE?????? Idk idk idk idk.
Really can't wait to get over with Year 2 Sem 2, and then holidays!!!!! YES HOLIDAYS. But it's scaring me a little that time is passing slightly too fast that I am not quick enough to appreciate the events, things, people around me. Is it time for me to slow down my step and slowly give thanks and appreciate the things happening in my life right now and people who have been very supportive of me so far? After Year 2 Sem 2, I'm only left with Year 3 Sem 1 and 6 months intern before I graduate out of RP. I'm like so looking forward to the ending yet dreading how time is passing so quickly.
Don't ask me what are my 2015 resolutions because no I do not have any. HAHAHAHA yes, not even one like pass my modules, wait actually that can be one, but still no, I do not have any 2015 resolutions. I honestly do not like planning my life out right now at this current age. I don't know if it's because I'm still not feeling the need to be planning out my life because I've been doing well for 18, soon to be 19 years of my life without me doing any plannings beforehand. I still do enjoy the let everything happen naturally and somehow, someone or something will happen along the way. Yeah, that's me.
But I think the year I turn 20 or 21, I'll probably beg to differ. You'll probably see me planning out my entire next 10 years of my life. HAHAHAHA! I honestly cannot wait till the stage of my life where I have my own family. Yeah, like what beats having a husband who may not be the perfect guy but definitely Mr Right just for you, and by then, probably little monsters who may cause you to gain like 50kg, drive you crazy, but their growth kills all the negative thoughts away. I AM JUST SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT STAGE OF MY LIFE. (I think like 20 years time, I'll read back and curse at myself for writing this. HAHAHAHAHA)
Enough of all the crazy thoughts, I so am going to regret sleeping late tomorrow morning. Like, what's new? HAHAHAHAHAHA!
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