What's the point of putting in 100% of my effort in it and get nothing in return but only negative comments and issues? I'm really at the verge of giving up...... I don't see a need to hold on to something that brings me no happiness but just anger, hatred, sadness...... I looked at myself in the mirror and I realised I'm no longer the same girl as I was a year ago. I cannot entirely say I changed for the worst, it's like both ways, both good and bad ways. I'm filled with so much hatred and the colourful language that I have...... I've became what I promised not to become in the past. I don't want to be controlled by anybody, I want to be myself, have my own thinking, do things that make me happy. I don't see myself enjoying things like how I used to. What's taking over me?
Life is unpredictable, I've no idea when will be my last day on world, so why should I be living in agony when I CAN choose to be happy instead? From today onward, I'll be the one controlling my own life, I won't let people destroy my happiness, and people who wants to get our of my life, feel free to, because I definitely have no intentions of holding you back either.
Because I'm me, I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.
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