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So it's 2014 already!

How time flies... It seems like as though 2013 has just started yesterday, and the next thing we know is we're actually welcoming 2014!

Isn't it time of the year when we stop with whatever we are doing right now and just think back and reflect on 2013 - all the things that have happened and whatever we've done right or wrong?
But honestly.... I don't think reflections ever worked on me. :x

Every single year, I never fail to ask myself this particular question.
"Have I changed for the better or for the worse?"

Frankly most of the time I would manage to convince myself that I've changed for the better but reality would never escape and I do know that I may have not changed for the better but for the worse. But because I've changed for the worse, I would tell myself that "no, you're still the same Xijia, in fact, you're a better girl now." It's like the angel and the devil in me are arguing and I guess unknowingly, I sided with the devil instead of the angel and eventually, it led to me being just a human body for the devil. Or I have became the devil. Hopefully, at the end of 2014 I'll be a more mature and stronger girl. AND TO THE FACT THAT I'M TURNING 18 THIS YEAR!!! LOVE.