I'm really worried about UT 2. Like I feel like suddenly time is like rocket fast flying towards me and my speed is really... lagging way way behind. I hate how I always contradict myself. I told myself that I have to start studying for A&P on Sunday, but I did not even touch my notes! And exams is on Friday.... Tomorrow Fuze Meeting, Thursday Open House. I'm only left with Wednesday to study. I'm kind of feeling stress right now because I really don't know how to manage my time well.....
I feel like as time pass, as I get older, I get to know more people, make more friends, my social circle expands, and also, face more problems, and my stress level definitely also increase. I really find it hard to balance school, studies, family and social life. I always end up neglecting one of it and in the end, hurting innocent people. It's only the 6th day into 2014 and I've got a feeling that this month is going to be hectic... I need to learn to manage my time. I need to learn what are my priorities. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I HAVE TO LEARN. I'm longer a kid, I'm a teenager, a soon-to-be adult. My mindset got to change, and I've to be more mature. This is the time when I have to depend only on myself, I don't want to depend on someone else on my own happiness, anything advantage to me. I want to enjoy life right now, like just abandoning everything behind and go to the opposite side of the world to enjoy. But I can't.... All I can do is to imagine......
I really have to warn people around me that I'll be having massive mood swings these days. LIKE REALLY MASSIVE ONES. I really don't mean it at times but I just control my temper, my emotions when I'm really upset and stress. A mental note to self: SELF CONTROL.
I feel like as time pass, as I get older, I get to know more people, make more friends, my social circle expands, and also, face more problems, and my stress level definitely also increase. I really find it hard to balance school, studies, family and social life. I always end up neglecting one of it and in the end, hurting innocent people. It's only the 6th day into 2014 and I've got a feeling that this month is going to be hectic... I need to learn to manage my time. I need to learn what are my priorities. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I HAVE TO LEARN. I'm longer a kid, I'm a teenager, a soon-to-be adult. My mindset got to change, and I've to be more mature. This is the time when I have to depend only on myself, I don't want to depend on someone else on my own happiness, anything advantage to me. I want to enjoy life right now, like just abandoning everything behind and go to the opposite side of the world to enjoy. But I can't.... All I can do is to imagine......
I really have to warn people around me that I'll be having massive mood swings these days. LIKE REALLY MASSIVE ONES. I really don't mean it at times but I just control my temper, my emotions when I'm really upset and stress. A mental note to self: SELF CONTROL.
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