The past 2 days suck, big time. Our last class party as a class, yet there were so many problems. I don't understand why is it that people can just insult someone else without feeling guilty. What did we do that you must insult me, you must insult pris, you must insult my cca? I really don't see the link in planning this class party and my cca. Fine, I can let go of this because maybe it's a moment of joke. But I'll not let go of this now because of whatever you all have said.
Us being selfish for not thinking for the class? Oh please, we have asked the class and majority of them wants finger food. How is that not thinking for the class? I know that you guys think that $4 is too much for the class party, but do you guys have any idea what we were doing?! You have no idea that we literally went around the supermarkets and compared the prices before getting it? AND YOU SAID WE ARE SELFISH WHEN WE ARE ONES COLLECTING MONEY, BUYING THE GIFTS, BUYING THE FOOD, BUYING THE DRINKS, WAKING UP AT 4AM IN THE MORNING JUST TO FRY THE FOOD. All we want is a memorable last class party and you guys just have to let me remember this like this. How is $25 not enough to get chips and drinks? We weren't the ones who said to go Value shop and buy party needs. She said it and you guys are blaming us that the shop has closed down and needs more money to get the party needs. We gave you guys the places where there's a Value shop and you scolded us. "You think we got a lot of time is it?" AND YOU THINK WE GOT A LOT OF TIME IS IT. You see, I just don't understand why they can say such things to us when we are the ones having poorer grades but are willing to sacrifice some of our time for this class party? We all have equally 24 hours and you make it sound like as though we have 26 hours instead. When the f word is out of my mouth, it definitely means you have reached my limit.
Another thing that I don't get it. Why is it that you must spread this 'argument' to other classes, other classmates? I mean it is like it's supposed to be a happy event yet it was screwed(?) and you go around telling people that it is our fault. I will not say that it is entirely your fault, I'm sure we certainly did make mistakes here and there and there are bound to be misunderstandings between us. But you chose to go ahead and spread the news around. Good job much? Yes I'm mad but also disappointed. I guess what they say is right. Those who chose to believe with whatever they have heard or/and know from them and starts badmouthing us, ignoring us are just people who don't treasure friendships with us. I'm not saying that everyone who heard about this news are going against us now. I was surprised when people like Ben came up to me, and tell me that I don't have to worry about this and that they believes that we were actually putting in the effort to make this party an enjoyable and memorable one. So thankful for all this friendships. But to those who chose to believe an one-sided story, then so be it. I can't possibly force you to believe us right? So if you think we are the ones in wrong then fine. I don't know if I should be happy or sad that we're graduating from shss in a month plus time. Incidents like this make me feel so regretful but also make me realise who are the ones who actually really trust me and treasure this friendship.
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