Cramps.

HELLO! Okay maintain~~

Went back shss on Tuesday with Nad. Wah the visiting system damn screwed up sia. In the past, visitors just need to sign in than can enter le but these days go back still need call the teacher whom you're meeting than the teacher must tell the security guard to let us in than we can sign in. So stupid and it'a a total waste of time sia. And Nad say the security guard said something sick in malay and checked us out. I was like dafug?! ._.

Anyways we managed to sign in in one piece. Went to find Mr Sham and he helped me update my testimonial ^^ Oh and I very happy because he put up the board that I made for him for Teacher's day! :D My favourite cherrrr! After that he lent Nad his laptop to do her enrolment. Very troublesome sia, ask so many questions. Saw Derek and had a short talk with him and found our from him that Yiling also going RP!!

After which we had 'recess' in school. hee. Should have went back today instead because it's fried food day! But anyways, I wanted to have horfun, but the auntie say don't have the fried horfun alr... ): So I got Crispy Noodles instead. Chat with a few of my juniors, they are hyper as usual. Kholish, Mavis, Iman, Yihui, Xinyan etc etc.

Managed to meet Elyana, Yiqi, Calvin, Ya too (: Left at like 2 and went to CS because Nad need take passport picture. After that I went to babysittttt. On the way, I read a book and surprisingly time passed ultra fast eh.

Did a few Maths questions with Beth before we started playing. Than we had dinner together before playing again. In my next post, I'm gonna upload pictures that we took yesterday. Had lots of fun with Jadon especially. He kept climbing onto me, like a monkey. I think next time he grow up ah, he will be a ladies' man or playboy. HAHAHAHAHAHA. He's such a qt pie, he said he's gonna break my leg and when I asked him why, he replied, "Than you cannot go home." :') And when I'm finally leaving, he insisted that I eat his handmade ice cream before I can go home. Aww he fed me. Which reminds me of Lyra ^^ It taste good actually (:

Because my EZlink card got no more money I couldn't take bus home. So daddy came to pick me up. Usually I will sit at the coffeeshop and wait for him but don't know why, it wasn't open yesterday. So I sat on the staircase and wait for him. I was quite scared actually, because it was so dark and like there's a hotel right opposite and many couples go there do that one, the atmosphere so weird, so scary.

After preparing for my interview, I went to sleeppppp. Woke up at 6.30am and left house by 7am. But damn forgot that my card no money so I took all the way to Interchange, top up card than take 168. Saw Yiling and her bf on the bus. We walked to RP together. We both had interview for School of Hospitality, but different courses. she Integrated Events Management, I Hotel and Hospitality Management. We said if we both entered the course that we want, we can go school together next time ^^ Looks like we'll become good friends uh~ haa.

We had some problems getting to the lecture hall but we still made it on time. After registration, I was in group G, yiling was in group D ): Had a mass briefing before we did this 30 minutes writing test. Than moved on to the interview. It was pretty good. Hope for the best now ^^

Took 168 back. Met Ken for lunch but halfway during lunch, my cramps became very unbearable. It was so pain that I couldn't even talk... Luckily Ken helped me to finish my food before sending me home. Had a cup of hot chocolate before taking a short nap.

My goody frienddddd is going Aussie tonight!!!!! SHERMAINE, HAVE TONS OF FUN AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OKAY! I HOPE YOU GET TO MEET 1D (ESPECIALLY HARRY) AND TAKE PICTURES WITH HIM. REMEMBER WHAT I TELL YOU AH, GO HAVE FUN AND LEAVE ALL OF YOUR TROUBLES IN AUSSIE BEFORE COMING HOME! LOVE YOU (:










Please don't let me go...

Max.

I seriously need to start working out.

Went over to Beth's to babysit at 12 cause she's sick. Got eye candy throughout the trip hee. But the way he sleeping a bit unglam ah. HAHAHA, still cute lah ^^

Played with Beth before picking Jadon up from school. Had lunchy togetherrrr ^^ While Jadon had nap time, Beth was trying to teach me ballet and I just kept saying, "I'm too heavy to dance lah!" LOL. Than taught her some spelling before we went over to their Gong gong's house where we played again! Than went over to Toa Payoh Mall for a while before going back.

By then I was dead tired already. The bus was so crowded and my legs were arching. Luckily this nice guy let me have his seat. Cause I was in a good mood, I decided to treat my family to old chang kee fried chicken wingsssss! It was great. Damn good ^^ And fattening.

Tomorrow going back shss with Nad. And lunching there. Man, I miss the fooddddd! Oh meeting her sissy tooooo! Heard from her that she still remembers me! :') Can't waittttttt!

Wednesday got interview at RP. So excited! Hotel & Hospitality Management, I'm going to you ^^


Goodnightssss ^^

Travel back time.

Have you ever look back and regret something you've done? Be it doing something wrong, letting go of the one you love, said something that hurt someone?

For 16 years of my life, there were ups and downs. I've been through pretty much ever since primary school, or I would say from what I can remember. But I'm honestly thankful for everything that happened because if it didn't happen, I wouldn't learn and change for the better isn't it?

I remember when I was a little girl, I was very mischievous. I had my head stuck at many place! First time was at Takashimaya, we were watching some Hello Kitty show and I guess I was pretty lazy so I decided to rest my head on the fence and it was definitely a wrong move. After the show, I realised my head was stuck between and obviously I started crying. According to mummy, I just kept crying but I don't know how they managed to get my head out haha! 

Second time was at home, I don't know what happened, I guess I was curious or what. So I got my head stuck between a wall and mummy's wardrobe. According to daddy, mummy was like pushing the wardrobe hoping it will move so that I can get my head out. Like a superwoman uh. Hahaha! 

Third time, and also my last time, was when I was primary 2, in daddy's car. We were waiting for dajie and xiya who attended afternoon session, while I attended morning session. So when I saw them, I unwind the window and stuck my head, shouting and waving to them. Than don't know why, daddy suddenly wind up the window. So I was stuck there and I just kept whacking daddy with my only hand inside, but he thought I was just fooling around until xizheng told him. Hahaha, it was a painful yet fun memory.

I think I was 5 years old when I had my very first operation, on my tongue. But I really had no memory of it at all. I don't know if it hurt or what I just know it turned out great (:

One of down moments of my life is primary 6. I did something really bad and I really learnt a lot from it. I may regret for everything that I've did but I was still thankful for it because if it didn't happened, I wouldn't have know who are my true friends, who are the ones who goes around backstabbing me. So pretty much I did not really enjoy my primary school life. 

But primary 3, was a year which i had lots of fun. I remember me and my clique we used to believe that we have special powers. So just now we have 6 girls so we called ourselves winx girls. I remember how we used to stay back everyday to 'kill' demons, 'fight' with them, 'train' our powers. Though I know it may sound stupid but really, I had lots of fun. It was so carefree.

Then I went to St. Hilda's Sec and that's a place when I had many up moments of my life.

1G'09, a bonded class. I remember we are the only class that was so enthu and participated in all the competitions. And our efforts were paid off when we got overall 1st. That's also that class that made me meet my best friends, Priscilla, Siti, Nicole, Xueting. My good friends, Patrick, Nathan, Sean.

2J'10, the reason why i became a student councillor. Our class had only 28 people so it was easier to manage and bond. Being in the different class as my best friends, the first few months were boring. But it was the year that I got close to other people like Nathan, Ken Xu, Ken Ma, Hui Jun, Faith, Min En, Sab, Xin Wei, Lavette, Byran, Joey, Mandy. I remember how me and Nathan will have htht during AT. That guy very kpo one always want to know everything haha! Than I was like the human alarm for Ken X since I sat in front of him. So I always like to disturb him by whacking his table, seeing him get a shock of his life. Teehee I'm such a meanie :b I remember how me, hj, minen, faith, Ken M, Byran, Clarence will go cycling together. So much funnnnn!

3F'11, a class where I became buddies with people that I know will always be there for me. The first few months it was just me and pris hanging out during recess. But than OBS made me grew stronger and more friendships with others because pris couldn't go. I never regret going obs because I had tons of fun and memories with my classmates like cole, xt, vin, shermaine. Than slowly me, pris, xt and cole started to clique and i love them. 

4F'12, our clique expanded from just 4 for us to 9 of us. Me, Pris, XT, Cole, Shermaine, Vin, KM, Justin, Bird. We went recess together and I swear we never fail to gain attention from others during recess. HAHAHA though very paiseh but it was the best moments of my life. I remember there was once when we started tying thread from tables to tables, creating a maze and we got scolded by Mrs Chan. But it was so funny because when Mr Lim came in, he saw the thread but he pretend he didn't so he tried to sabo someone by asking them to give out the worksheets. LOL. 

Lastly, NPCC. Really, I have so so so so so much memories that I really don't know which one I should talk about. Np helped me to expand my social circle where I get to know people from other schools like junjie, junhao, junwei, the first triplet I've ever known. And the funny thing was I didn't even know until junhao told me. I first know junwei through npap'10 (March) than junhao through oev'10 (June) and junjie through npap'11. Those nights after npap'11 trainings, we always had dinner at food culture or texas chicken. Oev'10 peeps, whom we still kept in contact today. Atc, stc, all the trainings we had... The most important people, my batchmates. My vice-chairman, Yi Qi, he whom always find fault with me, bully me but at the end of the day he's always there for me, like a brother. Elyana, though she only join us in Sec 2, she's one of my best friends too, forever there for me. 

My seniors, whom always support me and gave me advice. People like Rico, Nicholas, Jerlyn, Calvin... My fun-loving juniors, they are like my kids you know haha! I know shss npcc is like a family to me. And really I know my 4 years efforts were paid off when I became the chairperson, when I got my SI rank, when I got SPF badge.

St. hilda's sec is also a place where I got into 2 r/s. Though both r/s didn't last and it was like big blows to me, I learnt from it and I know a longlasting r/s don't come easy. Also from as years passed by, my skirt got shorter and shorter, my socks got lower and lower and my tie is just a mess. I remember how I always avoided Mr Chia because I know what he'll tell me. "Xi Jia ah, as a student councillor are you setting a good role model? Tomorrow I hope I can see the change ah." But that tomorrow never came haha! Whoopies.

I'm very curious what will happen in poly. Will I have more friends? Good friends? Will I still go back to np? So many doubts but I'm just gonna let things happen its way (:

Fly me away.

Sometimes when I'm really upset, I just get really emotional and break down under the blanket. I've stopped doing that for quite some time but tonight, I know I just have to release out my emotions, my feelings on whatever that happened recently. Last week, the day when ya turned up late for her piano exam and ended up not being able to take the exam, it was hell. I cannot remember for what reason, but suddenly she was shouting and crying whereas mummy was also shouting at her. It was such a disaster... All I know was mummy was mad, daddy was mad, dajie was mad, ya was mad. Both me and zheng were trying to calm down the situation but it just caused all of us to rage up. Among that quarrel, ya said everything that she bottled up in her heart and I really felt like shutting her mouth up because I could feel the pain in mummy and daddy. But then I also could feel her. Being the middle kids, it's definitely hard to tell yourself that your parents actually love all the kids equally. You will certainly feel that your parents love and pamper the oldest and youngest kids and the middle one, is just extra. I could feel her because we're both middle kids in the family. Unlike me, ya is someone who just says everything out without thinking for others and for me, I bottle everything up because I fear of hurting someone else. I know that night, daddy mummy will not have a good sleep. However, thankfully after that night, everything was peaceful after that.

No families in this world is flawless. Some can be perfect, some can be broken, some can be saved. But we cannot choose who our parents are, we cannot choose who our siblings are, all we can do is to survive it, forgive, forget and love.

I may say I hate my family and stuffs but I really don't mean it. There are just times when I'm just really upset and I just need to vent it out. Sometimes i just feel that nobody at home understands me. There are moments when I just find it hard to open up my heart and just say everything I want. The fear of hurting them is just scary and I don't want them hurt. I rather I keep everything to myself than telling them and hurting them. I know this may be stupid but I just prefer it this way. Somebody just have to give in right? If I don't, wouldn't there be more quarrels at home? I hate it when they quarrel... It just brings insecurity to me. Indeed, life is never smooth. The ups and downs one have to go through. I just hope the worst have passed by and I'll never have to face it again.



I'll be fine tomorrow, like I always do.

Friends over boyfriends

Aloha! Sorry for the awkward greeting :/

I realised my life is so boring! Most of the time i rot at home and yes I do want to go out but... I'm just not the kind that enjoys going out alone. In fact, I hate being alone. But somehow i think I've slowly starting to like being alone because every single day i spend like half a day being alone, be it at home or out. What to do, my besttie never has the time for me and all my other friends are either in school or working.

Thankfully I managed to meet up with my 2 bffs, Pris and Siti on Wednesday. We met up at mbs (mac beside school) before walking to CS together. As usual, i was late. What to do I'm the late queen. Hahahahaha! The weather was so warm!!!!! And i was wearing a blue knitted pullover and shorts. I almost wore jeans out k. We bitched while walking. Teehee.

After which we went to get the tickets for Beautiful Creatures before having lunch at BK. As usual, i was the last to finish up my food too so siti said i'm slow late queen. Hee.

The movie was good but i expected more. So quite a disappointment actually. After movie we just walked around until 5 where siti left to pick her sissy, pris went to meet her mum and sissy and i left to find shermaine at coffee bean.

Cole came and join us soon after that and we made our way to pasir ris. We wanted to have lunch at eighteen chefs but Joshua said EP closed down already. Aww. We walked to Ehub and settled at Just Acia. Shermaine had insane sugar rush and laughed at every single thing! But really, i had lots of fun.

Because we wear so full, we decided to walk back to tampines from ehub. The walk in the park was great. We were talking about how in the future we'll have triple date, how our boyfriends Will be best buddies, being one another's bridemates. It was such a relaxing walk.

But the highway walk was scary... So we sang to change the atmosphere and it turned out great! We even talked about how we get to know one another and became so close. The memories.... When we finally reached tampines, we wear all sticky and sweaty. Lepak at mac for a white to cool down before moving on.

I finally got a phone cover! Pastel pink, so pretty! Walked towards inter and saw shaun otw. Shermaine decided to take a bus home since she's really tired. So me and Cole walked home together. Had a htht with her.

By the time i reached home, my legs were  aching. This proves how long I've not exercised. Bad sign. Haiz. Overall, i had a wonderful day with the girls.