devastated

It hurts to know that in your eyes, that is how you see me.


U n g r a t e f u l    b i t c h


A long and miserable ride home.

I chose the loser corner.

I hid my face.

I was at my lowest.

I couldn't stop my tears.

All I wanted was love.

Simple, traditional, classic love.

But modern love is taking over.

All that matters was if I deserved it.

No hugs, no kisses, no promises.

It was just me, and my sorrow.

I questioned myself.

I tried to shut myself out.

I hated myself.

I hated the world.

I hated for existing.

I never do things right.

I'm no perfect.

Never right.

I had to.

I was so close to jumping off the cliff.

A force pulled me back.

One last try.

One last chance.

One last hope.

One last go.

Everything resumed.

But something was different.

Me.

I accepted.

I've learnt.

I want to be the happiest.

I want to be happy.

I want to love myself.

And the only solution,

Was ME.










Thank you for being here for me,

nobody.