School has been fine so far, but I definitely need to get more formal clothes. SHOPPING DATE ANYBODY? (:
Monday - Wellness and Lifestyle Management.
My mentor is my faci, don't know if it's a good or bad thing. But he's funny! Because he's an angmoh, and I think because he stayed in Singapore for just some time already, so he's also speaking Singlish. Funny guy. (: Met Pris and Jiawei for gymming at night. Then accompanied Pris for dinner.
Tuesday - Financial Accounting.
Faci is abit boring but definitely better than Maths faci. She's quite easygoing so yeah I'm fine with it. And me and Lifang were late HAHAHA. Kind of scared for this module because I've no POA background......
Wednesday - Hospitality and Tourism Management.
I think I'll love this module. haha! Hopefully I can ace this module. >< Had lunch with the YOLO-ers because I end at 12pm heheheh. Went 313 before meeting Pris for mani and pedicure session. Love how often we're meeting during the holidays and these days. (:
Thursday - Anatomy and Physiology.
Sounds damn chim right?! It's about science bio.. Sigh, I hate sciences. REALLY HATE IT.
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I'm trying to distance myself from people, or I would say guys. The fear of one-sided feelings, the fear of getting rejected, the fear of being hurt, I just don't want to go through all the shit over again. I'm trying to psycho myself that if someone really love me, he will eventually make his way to me and not me looking around for him. But idk why, it seems that I'm kind of losing trust in myself too.... That wall in my heart is definitely not strong enough yet. I can feel myself having feelings for someone right now and I really don't want this to happen. Sometimes, I just regret being in SOH because all the guys are just so friendly that I cannot tell if it's just being friendly or a special meaning.
Maybe me and love just don't get along. Oh well.....
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