Never.

Why is he so friendly. Though I know the end of that conversation will also mark the end of our friendship and my hope. But there's nothing I can do right now. I do miss you but I just can't say it out. You have so many beautiful female friends around you, you'll never fall for someone like me. That's why I should just give up. We're just strangers with some memories. I do hope you'll never forget me... How selfish I am. Nothing will work out unless miracle happens. Can I hope that this will happen as my christmas wish? I miss you.