Never give up.

Bloop bloop bloop. Honestly I find it really hard to start my post every single time haha! Yesterday was officially the last day of CNY. So fast right. Had steamboat at Ahma's house. Yummy. I seriously need to start exercising once my doctor say I can.

Today me and Jadon became so much closer. After teaching Beth her spelling, I was like playing with him fighting (I know it's stupid. But it's fun!) and he's smile. Omg, heart melted. He kept telling me to not go home. So fast sia, I've known them for 3 months already. The feeling whenever they are the ones who open the door for me, is so good.

I'm going to give birth to many many many kids!!! HAHAHAHA.


I need starbucks.

Kids Paradise.

Just got back home from all the parties. Actually 2 parties to be more specific. haha! First party was Xelestyn's 1 year old birthday party. (If you read my previous posts you would know that she's Xavier's little sister) Anyways, hmm it was fun. It was like a kids paradise! Kids here, kids there, kids everywhere!! Everything was perfect. The food, the decorations, the people. BUT the only that created much problems was the place. Or more of like the weather. Since it was at a open space, initially it was really sunny. Like every table will confirm kena the sun. But after that it became really windy to the extent that cups that are 1/4 full started spilling. (Which caused much drama. HAHA.) But it was fun lah. Like you know the normal things, the baby will have to choose from money, calculator, pen, food etc. Hahaha that made me realised that it's been 16 years 8 months living on old. (Feeling old already lol.) Xavier and Sky really like a cute only sia. OMG. hahahaha.

Left at like 8pm to go over to Er Gugu's house. Over there, we didn't eat since we ate before that. How I spent my time there was mainly playing with Lyra, my niece. Actually right, she's my niece, also my cousin. WHY LEH? Because... My father's brother married my mother's aunt. So their kids are my cousins (If follow father's side) and uncles/auntie (If follow mother's side). And Lyra's is JX korkor and Shandy jiejie's kid. So they say must follow father side, so she have to call me Gugu. LOL sound so old sia :/ hahaha! But had lots of fun! Really like a kids paradise for me today. (:

How did you spend your day??

That love.

The kind of guy that attracts me.... Just watch Music & Lyrics, not the English movie but a korean variety show which a musician and an actress/actor get paired up to make a song. I only watched the episode of 2pm's Lee Jun Ho and Actress Kim So Eun. They really look good together.

 

In just 30 days, they became so close. Like their friendship is just... It's this kind of friendship that will slowly, eventually move to the direction of love.

 
 



You see the sparks in them. Completely melted while watching the show. I just like how they slowly approach one another and become so close. Junho is really damn man. Honestly, I don't really like him in the past course he looks like those no initiative guys. But this completely change my opinion of him. They should totally get together.

^ My favourite scene. When the car in front suddenly brake, and junho automatically move his hand to protect soeun. Manly-ness.



Love them both.

This is the song they wrote and composed together.

Emptiness.

So how's life? For me, it's like the daily routine. Eat, sleep, work, eat, sleep, work. haha. Like life of a pig sia. LOL. I don't really know what to write these days. In the past, I can write about the crazy things we do in school but now, I can't. I think I'm reaching the junction of my friendships with them. Like slowly, I can feel that we're all going our own way already. I guess it's just part of life.

Omfg.

You know what mood I am in right now? Damn bad. I was having an AMAZING day until that particular text came and BOOMZ 180 change in my mood. Okay fine I won't say entirely it's your fault but still wth is wrong with you. I wonder if you ever looked back and just compare the way you're treating us now. Do you even acknowledge our presence? Oh wait, yes you do. By judging us, isn't it? How is wearing plain singlet and normal shorts consider revealing? Not like we wearing bikini or what right. And can't you like tell us face to face? But by telling another person to tell another person to tell us, how brilliant. How can you actually change just like that? You've watched us grow ever since we were Sec 1s and now this is how you're treating us? Omg. I really dk what to say.



I've actually thought of going back as CI. But than commitment and team pulled me down. Yes I was really committed in secondary life because I'm studying in that school and there wasn't much that I had to spend time on, other than studies. But now, after I go poly I've no idea what cca I'll join and definitely my social life will expand and relationship-wise I've really no idea. (But I'll control myself k haha!) So you see imagine school, studies, projects, family, friends, (boyfriend?) and I'm really someone who cannot manage my time properly (Partially the reason for my previous breakups XD).

Even before I join the team we already got so many problems. So imagine if I join the team, won't we quarrel? Won't we fight? Haiz.

Anyways on another note, I GOT MY STUDENT PLAN + 3G yesterday! BEST DAY EVER. Text me people cause I'll SPAM. hahahaha! Those that didn't receive my sms, can text me with your name? 97804523. XIE XIE ^^

Had party at Bev's house last night. So much fun! Played with Ash and Sarah. Love those qt pies. Can't wait for next Saturday, meeting Xavier <3 Miss him so much! P.s: He's a 5 y/o boy and I'm not a pedo!!! Babysitting Beth tomorrow. Leggo!

Goodnight and sweet dreams lovelies (:


when will my scar be gone.......

and when i mean scar, i mean literally scar. (on my back)

Too full.

Woohoo, a new look for my bloggggg! You like it?

Yesterday wanted to have dinner with 40th batch but they all damn ass. I'm fine if they have work or if they are busy but some damn gl sia. I ask them what they want to eat then reply what jb and all those shit. Yes it can be funny at times but not all the times right. Then if I never plan any outings they complain I lazy, not doing my job as chairman. I plan than all cannot come also my problem meh. Wth, some many issues than plan an outing yourself lah.

Okay enough of ranting. Anyways I still manged to meet up with Pris and Jiawei. Poor Jiawei wait for us for like 50 minutes? HAHAHAHA. Actually I can go meet him first but I waited for Pris instead :b But kind of glad that I waited because I bumped into Xueting and Kimmeng!! So they accompanied me while waiting for Pris and wah, I miss them sia. We talk about everything, school, nonsense haha like those days. So after Princess Priscilla arrived, we went to find Jiawei.

We had K-BBQ at T1. My second time there. It was fun. Jiawei told us about his life in JC and it was pretty funny and stress too. Indeed, we took too much food and couldn't finish it up :b Felt really bad because we were wasting food ): But for the price of $28.30 I still think Seoul Garden more worth it :/

Ended up all 3 of us damn full and tired. Though it was just a few hours, we still had fun and had a good ketchup session. Feel like having Starbucks today. But the weather..... Well well...

Have a good day aheadddd!

Neighbours

How frustrating it is to have inconsiderate neighbours. For me, I have really nice left and right neighbours but definitely not the one who stays above us. Since I am the only one at home, I obviously help to do some simple chores like bringing out the clothes to receive some suntanning session right. And with the sun shinning so brightly, I'm sure the clothes will be dry within an hour. BUT THEN, my neighbour, "OH, look at the bright sun. I shall hand wash my clothes and make it DRIP. Who cares." And tadah, her WET clothes start dripping down and onto my clothes. So just when my clothes are about to dry, her wet clothes drip and drip and drip onto my clothes, causing it to be wet again. So instead of an hour, it takes two hours instead. Even after Mummy went up and tell her kindly that she shouldn't shine her wet clothes in the afternoon when almost everybody shine their almost dry clothes out. For us, we handwash our clothes at night and shine it out because it's at night. Nobody in the right mind will shine their clothes at night. That's why we shine it at night, just to let water drip. And we'll check if our neighbour below is hanging out any clothes before hanging out our clothes. Because of just 1 neighbour, all of us who stay below her have to suffer. Sometimes it's so irritating that you just feel like....

But definitely, I have nice neighbours staying on my right and left. For example, the neighbour staying on my left, a Muslim family, we always exhange gifts and red/green packets on festivals like CNY, Hari Raya... etc. Actually both my left and right neighbours are Muslims and they are nice people. Aunty Rose, the one staying on my right, she watched us grow since we're babies. Something similar about both our families are we have big families. We have four kids and they have five kids. But her kids are older than us, her youngest kid is my age. hahaa! Sometimes I don't like it when we have close neighbours because she always talk to Mummy and like when Mummy go overseas with her friend or what, she will tell Mummy like we very noisy or we quarreling. HAHAHAHAHA. Just kidding. We're so close that when we're younger and Mummy last minute decide to go out with her friends on a schooling day, she'll leave the keys with Aunty Rose and we'll just go over and get the keys from her. There was a time when Xiya came home early and no one was at home. So she stood outside and wait. Aunty Rose invited her over to her house and waited for us to return. How nice right :')

As for the neighbour staying on my right, also four kids and our age is about the same. In fact their youngest kid is in P1 this year. And oh both families' kids have three girls and one boy. I remember when we were younger, whenever we walk past their house, they will shout, "BYE!" or "HELLO!" at us and we will do it back. I think we still do it these days hahaha! Oppies. It's great to have neighbours like that. I have a neighbour who stay across us, he's quite old already but still he's not some grumpy old man but a really nice uncle. He even invited our whole family to his son's wedding! And that was my first time at a Malay wedding. The food was great! Delicious. But I also have another neighbour who stay on the 2nd storey, whenever we walked down, their dog will bark and the owner will glare at us. I mean what on earth? Imagine you walking down peacefully and suddenly a dog barks loudly at you. Obviously you'll get a shock right. Stare what stare. They never smile or say hi to us before. All they do is STARE. And first storey, a particular family has like many cats and surprisingly they never keep the cats at home. They let the cats roam anyway and the cats will only return when they're hungry. So the cats will climb the staircase and enter people's house!! Worse case was the cat entered my neighbour's house, went up (because my flat one side is one side of the block has two level, which means we have only storey 1,3,5,7,9,11 and the opposite side of the block is single level 1-12 and I stay on the two level side) and conquered the bed and the best part was..... IT PEED ON THE BED. My neighbour was so angry and she went to talk to the owner of the cats and demand them to do actions about it. But they did. The cats came into my house several times too and imagine the fear I have to stay in because I'm scared of cats. My mum hates it too. You should see how she chase the cats away. But the cats are very brave, not scared of her HAHAHA! 

So you see, in a typical hdb flat, there are many kinds of people you'll meet. Nice and friendly ones, grumpy and selfish ones... But never judge your whole block of neighbours just because of ONE neighbour okay? 

Have a great day ahead lovelies <3

Friends.

You know how I felt when I was asked if you had a new boyfriend? I didn't dare to believe, but after realising that this wasn't the first time....... Idk. I'm just waiting to see when you're going to tell me. I guess I'll be the last to know.

Happy V Day!

Happy Valentine's Day!

As usual, it was raining when I woke up. Pretty much a perfect weather to sleep in hee. Anyways, met with Shermaine for lunch at Prata Paradise. It's been a long time since I went there. That place has many memories for me sia. I remember how I used to have breakfast with Pat there before school starts on Wednesdays, having lunch with the ladies after school, lunch with swc, batchmates. Miss them. While eating, the rain got heavier and we decided to give up our seats for the poly students who were waiting for seats when the rain got lighter. But as soon we left that place the rain got heavier :/ Because I had to buy lunch for dajie from mac, so we walkd to mac than to realise there was no shelter to there. So that girl decided to buy newspaper since it cost cheaper than umbrellas and raincoats. HAHAHA. Anyways, though it was a short time meeting up with her I had fun ^^ Went home after that and watch rm ep 130 with dajie before going out to meet Joshua. That sums up my day. See youuu ^^

Chinese New Year

ALOHA! How was your 3 days of holiday? For me, I had fun and it was great to meet up with my relatives whom I only met like maybe once or twice a year. On CNY Eve, I had reunion lunch at home with my family. Mummy cooked all the dishes. In the past, she will just cook rice than Daddy will go buy KFC but since last year, she started cooking for every reunion lunch and it really was good (: After lunch, we did some chores before heading over to Ahma's house for reunion dinner. As usual, we had STEAMBOAT. I love how Ahma's house has lots and lots and lots of food hehe :b Then the kids will gather and play blackjack while the adults play mahjong. Every single year the same thing, I love it (:

Ah Shaun Korkor, my godbrother.

Nathaley, chio right?

Ashaley, the qt pie.

Ahma, Shermin Jiejie and Ashaley.

Marcus, the one that I love to bully :b

That night, we stayed up till 4 before going to sleep. And that obviously caused us to regret the next day haha! Day 1, we went to Hougang first. In the past, my paternal Ahma stayed there with my uncles but after she left, my uncles still stayed there and my older uncle moved over to next door. Easier for visiting uh? According to my Daddy, when I was still a baby, we stayed in Hougang too. Moved over to Tampines only after Xiya was born. Had brunch there. After which, we went to Ah gong's house. All of us were so fascinated by the doggyyy. And the adults were fascinated by Abtm LOL. Than we went over to Ahma's house. Wah the little kiddos like gambling addicts sia! Once we reached, they immediately start gambling! LOL. Yeah lah then go here, go there, go everywhere. Oh something that made my day that day was Xavier still remembers me! Last year at Er Jiujiu's chalet, they came over and I played with him! I thought kids cannot remember who is who lor. So happyyyyyy ^^ He's such a qt. Sky also, ultra cute! They are my Ahma's sister's grandchildren. Which makes them my far-cousins. Hahahaha! And hor, cannot believe it I'm an aunt! OMG. 

Day 2 was okay, went to several people's house and had fun :) Day 3 was boring. Only went to Yima's house. But impromtu went to Ryan's house with Xiya haha! But we had lots of fun with Ryan, Encheng, Weijun, Wenwei and Jazmie. That sums up my CNY visiting. But for the next few Saturdays.... Buffet cum BBQ at Xiao Jiujiu's house coming Saturday, Xavier's sister/brother 1st birthday in the afternoon and Reunion dinner at Er Gugu's place at night next Saturday. But still, am quite looking forward ^^

Every single year, everybody ask the same thing one.... "When bringing boyfriend come ah?" Then we will reply the same thing every year, "Next year." HAHAHAHAHA. Never coming next year XD

#ootd for day 1.

Stupid jiawei say I look old ):

My little brother camera shy sio.

   

Dajie and Ashaley.

Dajie, yaya and Ahma.

Mummy and Xiao Jiumu.

Daddy!

Family shot (:

Mummy and Xiao Jiujiu.

Nathaley, Kymber, Xiya, Xiao Jiujiu, Dajie and Beverley. 

Xiao Jiujiu, Dajie, Beverley, Xiya, Kymberley, Nathaley and Ashaley.

 

Nat, Ya, Kym and Dajie.

Kymberley.

All cousins + Lionel Korkor.

A shot at night, look at my wavy hair~~

Day 2:

Candid shots by Xiya:

My favourite outfit among all 3 days (: 

Camowhoring session along the way :b

Family shot at Da Gugu's house.

Cousins.

Olivia. Do we look alike?! 

Ashaley, she loves to wear my bangles. ( Yes, in the picture she's wearing my bangles (: )

Day 3: 

That's all hahaha! Byeeeee ^^