Stuck.

Feeling so demoralized.

I realised every time when I feel like I'm at my lowest, I would do silly things like to cut my hair. But well this time, I think it was the right time to cut my hair because of all the split ends. Finally cut my hair. Y(N)ayyy!

I have a dream, a dream that only I know. I've tried moving towards it but the results are.... demoralizing.... After failing so many times, I'm slowly questioning myself. "Is this meant to be?" Now I'm stuck. I'm still clinging onto hopes but also at the same time, I'm losing grip.....

Where's my sixth sense.

Tell me if I should persevere or give up.....

Try

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move
cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am i catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth
cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

A Thousand Years

Today's paper was good. Yup, but it was quite tricky. I hope there aren't lots of smartass people otherwise the bell curve will go up. ): hahahahahaha I'm so selfish omg. ><

Starting work next week! Went down to check out the environment and the cafe and it was good! It's gonna be a good, relaxing job! ^^ So basically, I'll be working at a newly opened cafe in this condo at Upper East Coast Rd. And the best part is that they sell healthy food! (I hope I'll eat healthier after working here. hehehehe) And my bosses are this young couple, and they are really friendly. I feel that I'll clique well with them. :b According to them, the residents there are mainly angmohsssssss. (Please let there be young ones. :x HAHAHAHA) My sixth sense tells me that I'll be enjoying my job there. WISH ME LUCK.

COGNITIVE tomorrowww! Wish me the best of luck! :x

Pervert17

Alohahahahahahahaha!

UT 3 is tomorrow and I'm so not prepareddddddd!!!! Oh my tian, I honestly don't feel scared or anything now. But tomorrow, 10.55am, I'll be freaking out and idk, panicking? Arghhhhh I hope the paper won't be too tough.

Anyways, went Tassri's house today for Raya and his birthday party. His mum cooks really good and nice food! Yummmmmmy! Didn't go for long because I wanted to go Ahma's house since I didn't go last week. Yup! I went with Pris and Xiyaaaa. (:

Ahma fried dumplings today YAYYYY! I should really learn cooking from her. (: Had a mini camwhore session on daddy's car when they went to the library. (p.s: I AM SO NOT A READING PERSON.) Teehee, can't wait to get my driving license next yearrrrr!

Okay, I should sleep soon. Otherwise tomorrow morning cannot wake up, I hosehliao ah. Ending off with some pictures from earlier today. :b

GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS!

Loving my PERVERT17 teeshirt! - A little hint about myself. (According to my friends. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Airplane mode

I finally found out what's useful about the airplane mode today....

When you're feeling so annoyed and upset over everyone and everything, that's when it comes into good use. Today, or I would say yesterday, after dinner, my stomach started to hurts really badly, and then it moved to my chest before moving back to my stomach. Every step I took was simply unbearable. I really felt like just cuddling into a ball and sleep. Plus people were not replying to my texts, and I became really angsty. So when they finally replied, I had no mood to reply at all because I knew I was going to be reply with expressionless or sarcastic replies. So I decided to block myself from everybody by switching my airplane mood on.

I guess it's kind of working. At least I feel least annoyed now, but the stomach pain is still there. )': Just wanna sleep it off.......