I miss you?

I don't know why, but I've been missing you these days.

I really hate myself for having so much trouble to forget you. I almost succeeded and this just had to happen. WHY CAN'T I JUST FORGET YOU LIKE HOW I NEVER MEANT A THING TO YOU. So badly wanting to talk to you, so badly want to hug you, but no I can't..... I really hate myself right now. I know I miss you, but at the same time, convincing myself that, "No, I do not miss him. I'm so over him."

I hate the fact that I get so attached to people so quickly. I don't know if getting to know you was a joy, or a mistake. But I really do miss you. Everything about you, everything that we used to do, and if only time could be turned back.......

I need something to help me to get over this, it's killing me.



p.s: I promise I'll do an update soon alright! (UT period ah. D:)