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Feeling really stressed up and all and it's killing me a little every single day. I'm really trying very hard to be as happy and positive as much as I can every day but..... honestly it isn't working. Negative thoughts just flows in like a river, causing me to have the urge of giving up. I hate how I'm giving way to all the negative thoughts instead of standing strong. It takes only 1 comment to make me doubt everything that I've done. There are just times when I hope I'll be able to sleep for one whole week. I guess it's true how people say that when you get older, life actually gets harder. Just one small action and I'm back to square 1. Is it possible to completely remove feelings from one? I don't want to fall for anyone again because it always end up to be one sided and end of the day, I get more negative. Why can't life be simple? Where people fall for the right one, where things go your way, where people don't judge, where people are simple........ I hate life now. I hate the now me.