Life.

Stupid.

Goodbye sweetheart.

Reality just hurts.

Rock On!

Babes.

Aloha! :) Today, there was Chinese Oral Practice in the morning, 8am. But last night, Nic told me to meet her at 9am instead. I was okay with it, so I text Pris and asked her. She was okay with it too, so late together :) Then we started talking about our future. She told me she will dream of me getting married, and I told her I will dream of us shopping, while our husbands will be at the playground talking and looking out of our children, who were playing the playground. We both had 2 kids each, 1 female, 1 male. Then suddenly we say what match-make our kids, then we will be in-laws. Pris say if I bully her daughter, she will bully my son. Then won't allow them get married, so I asked her.... "What if my son got your daughter pregnant?" LOL, how retarded our conversation can go uh? 

This morning, I woke up at 8.10am. Washed up and ate a bread. At 8.50, I was wearing my socks, getting ready to leave house already, but Pris suddenly text me, SHE JUST WOKE UP. Not surprising actually :) On the way to school, I send a really sarcastic, yet feel with lots of love, sms to her :P Met Nic and XT under void deck. Talk talk and at like 9.20, Pris came. Nic managed to convinced us to go school at only 10am. While talking, Mr Ho appeared and we all hide! hahaha super funny la they all! Then we changed to another void deck and started talking again. But we moved to another void deck again cause we are visible to the people in the school! While talking, xt suddenly ask want go watch Snow White the movie or not. So we took bus to Inter and checked out the timings. But the next available timing was too late. So we decided to go Changi Airport and eat Astons instead :) Well, it's kinda of like my pre-16-birthday-celebration. Loving this girls. They totally made my day! 

Tomorrow, we will be going to watch movie after oral exam. Then go Pris house for steamboat after movie! I'm so excited! :) I'll upload photos tomorrow maybe? :)

Here are some of the photos :)

Wrong?

I see us in them. I see me in her. I see me in him.

It just brings back memories. I really don't want them to become like us. Really.

But I'm afraid that I'll worsen the situation instead of helping them. I've no idea what to do now. Seeing the both of them suffer, it just hurts me a lot. I don't want them to end like how we did. Please, somebody teach me what to do. Frankly, it's up to them right? 

What is love? Why is it so hurting? It really need lots of courage, time, effort, thoughts right? I really fear of relationships now. It just seems like happy endings does not occur in reality. I always hope to have a relationship like those in the dramas. No matter what happened, that pair of couple always have happy endings. But in reality, does it occur? Maybe it does, just that it's not for me yet. I really wish when I wake up, it will be a year ago. Then I will know what to do to not make life so suckish now. But after all, this is life. What can we get from a meaningless life? So that is why we have so many problems to solve, because we will learn from it.

I guess I'll need some quiet time alone again.