Start of Term 4.

First day of term 4 just ended. hmm well, I pretty much enjoyed it :) 

Walked to school with Xiya and met up with Cole and Xueting at main gate. Morning assembly, blah blah blah. 1.5h SS was okay, because Mrs Tan is down for some N'level thingy so she assigned us SBQ to do, so we just did our own work. But the paper was so tough! :/ Halfway, I got really hungry but too bad I had to endure :( Then 1h of English was pretty much slackish. Mrs Chan gave us examples of good essays and magazines and it was more like a reading period. Recess, I FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET TO SCHOOL :( But Shermaine lend me money :) I had Rice with potato and fish. Yummmmmmy! Then 2 hours of Maths, first hour we had some briefing at Audi. Boring much but it gave me motivation to study hard because my seniors proved that they could improve by so many grades. JIAYOU! 

After school:

1. We were waiting for Xueting and Kimmeng at the bus stop while Kimmeng go take his things.

2. We got annoyed thus we decided to go Pris house to take materials for Night Study.

3. Pris realised she left her keys in her bag which was in school.

4. So we went Cole's house next.

5. Xueting called and we told her that we were walking back to SCHOOL. And we agreed to meet at Main Gate. But we prank her :P She thought we were at St. Hilda's Sec but we were at Poi Ching Pri :P

6. Then we accompanied Cole to her tuition teacher's house to cancel tuition. But tuition teacher wasn't around.

6. Took bus 69 to my house. 

7. Played hide-and-seek with Kimmeng and Xueting :P

8. Walked back to school.

9. Kimmeng left after that and we took our bags from the canteen and decided to go Pris house study :)

10. The weather was HOT.

11. Once we reached Pris house, we all nua at her room, enjoy the fan.

12. Eat, drink, study, talk, sing.

13. Kimmeng came after that.

14. Xueting tried to rape me and we both ended up on the bed.

It was really really funny! Then Pris joined in and it was like 2 VS 1! hahaha kk the contents are too much so I should skip it :)

15. Xueting and Kimmeng left first.

16. Left Pris house and went Cole's house.

17. Cole took her SS stuffs and we went to meet Xueting and Kimmeng at the kopitiam near Xueting's house.

18. Shared Seafood horfun with Cole.

19. Took bus back to school.

20. Late for night study.

21. Went to find Mr Liu for Amaths consultation.

22. Dinner with Cole, Xueting, Kimmeng and Joel.

23. Home sweet home.

A really long day. Okay, I am kinda falling asleep already... Time to check in in lalaland!! 

Goodnight and sweet dreams! *Virtual hug*

K-BBQ.

Yum yum yum.

Lunch with the girls at T1 the Korean BBQ shop. Hmm overall I will rate it 4 out of 10. Because there wasn't much variety of meat available. I would really prefer Seoul Garden even though it's most costly, but certainly more worth it. (This K-BBQ costs $16.50.) They only had 1 kind of Chicken, 1 kind of Beef, 3 kinds of Pork, Kimchi, Rice, 2 kind of Soups, Vegetable, Squid, Corn and the part I hate the most, 2 hours of buffet-ing only. Like wts, it's suppose to be enjoying the taste of every food they have there yet we have to chiong eat. But I had fun with the girls. Apparently the shop closes at 3.30pm, for the lunch buffet timing, so we were the last group to leave because we only arrive at 1.50pm. And you know the when we left, it was really awkward. Because we ended the bbq by yam-seng and you know like how the water will spill out and stuffs. heh then that naughty xueting pour water on the bbq plate because she like the sizzling sound and caused me to spit out my water which caused Cole and Xueting to ran out of the store, and left me and pris, who left the store awkwardly because all the staffs were like staring at us -_- Once we got out of the store, we literally burst into laughter and pris choked onto her water, LOL XD

Xueting and Pris were the ones bbqing the food, while me and Cole were the ones enjoying life :P But honestly even if we volunteered, they wouldn't let us do the cooking because we can't cook for nuts. You know I can cook de lor, just that whether you trust me or not :) Oh Cole found hair in the rice and when there was still rice in her mouth, we jokingly said scarly is pubic hair XD Cole was so freaking cute! Her face was so EPIC! The last part was very funny because we were trying to hide the food that we couldn't finish and Cole hide some meat under the rice, me and pris surround some of the meat with the orange skins, and xueting was like, "This one better." And she took the tissue box container and started laughing. LOL. 

After that we went down 2 levels because they were afraid that the staffs will come chase after us. LOL my silly girls :) Went to the toilet and we were all complaining how smelly we were and Cole was like going to each of us and telling us to smell her. HAHAHA. Went Starbucks after that. On the way, poor Xueting and Cole got sprayed by water. At first I called Xueting, wanting her to come over this side so that Cole will kena but end up while walking towards us, Pris just splashed water on Xueting and Cole was like, "Wa heng, luckily Xueting shield me." And the next moment, I sprayed water at her :P MUAHAHAHA. Pris left after that to meet Yang to do baking, and Xueting, Nicole and me took 69 home. Slacked at the playground with Jo for awhile before going home. heh, lazy me still got the bbq smell. kk going bathe leeeeee!

OMG I LOVE CUTE LOOKING FOODDDDD! 

Holy moly, check that layer of chocolate out. OMG. *Drools*

Hope and Happiness.

"I hope that I score full marks for my science paper."

"I hope that I'll be a millionaire."

"I hope he/she will love me."

"I hope I will have more friends."

"I hope I can go out."

The word 'hope' that we are using here is just a word. But have we ever act to make it come true? It's not like you can just sit there and hope that something will come true without you doing anything. And that is what I'm always doing. Yes, literally always. I'm always saying "I hope that I will score below 15 for O'levels." But how often am I really studying to prep for O'levels? I'm definitely spending more time playing than studying. And of course, the consequence will certainly not be less than 15 for O'levels. I'm always telling myself to study harder, to set goals, to not get distracted. But how many times have I actually studied harder, move towards my goals, get distracted by anything and everything. Yes it sucks I know. I'm trying, I'm trying to get myself focus and study. I know I can do it but people tell me that too :) And I'm sure, everybody can do it too. Because in this world, there are no stupid people. There are only lazy people. :) 

KEEP GOING! Have faith, have hope, have smiles :)

Happiness. 

Are you happy?

Frankly, minus the studying and the operation part, I am happy. YAY!! Every morning, waking up to this special person's text, meeting up with my crazy yet awesome friends, having dinner with my family, meeting up with my cousins every sunday, having to try new food and more! Compared to last time, I think I love life better now :) Because I know that I have many many people to rely on when I'm facing problems, when I'm down there are many people who are able to cheer me up, people who are willing to go on a food spree with me! It's just amazing. Even words cannot express my happiness now. Really! I just love those people who walked into my life and never left. I LOVE YOU GUYS OKAY! <3

While here I am, waiting to 1.30pm to meet the girls for K-BBQ, other students are in school suffering. Muahahaha hildans rock yeah! <3 Nevertheless, we ought to thank the previous batch for giving us this holiday :) YAY! 

Me going add on more weight after lunch le :( BOOHOOOOOOO!!

Meaningful.

First time ever, I sneak out of the house at midnight :P Naughtyyyy! Me and xiya went to meet Rico at the fitness corner opposite KFC. Went to the carpark rooftop and I thought we were able to see stars and the moon but there weren't any :( Then he told us ghost stories freaking scary till Xiya almost cried XD Couldn't stand the atmosphere there because there was completely nobody, no cars, just a taxi and there were funny noises so we went to slack at the fitness corner instead. He continued his stories :/ hahaha Azly and Zhi Wei came over after that. Azly brought us into the Mango Field and whoa, super shiok. I never knew that the field had a fake patch of grass in the middle. We just sat there in a circle, talk and drink. The weather was amazing. At like 2+, we decided to go over to Mac. Saw Jeremy and friends there. Rico and Azly so cute, like a cute couple sia XD Me and Xiya stayed till 6.30am. Couldn't take it, I fell asleep after that :P After having breakfast with Xiya, we walked home. SUPER COOLING. We scared Daddy at the door :P

Crashed on the sofa and slept till 12. Study a bit then while packing clothes for flea, Pris came over. She like drunk sia I swear. hahaha! Then Cole asked if wanna meet for dinner. So fun walking/running under the rain with the best friend :) By the time we reached the bus stop, we were drenched. hahaha but fun! Met up with Xueting and Kimmeng at Kopitiam first. Then chit chat, me and pris ate first as Cole was stuck in a traffic jam. When Cole arrived, I still eating :/ h Whoops. After that we went to think SooKee then Cole bby super funny. "Marry me leh." She random girl made all of us burst into laughter. Joker :) After that me and Pris accompanied her to get her chicken at T1. Then we went to get materials to make our friendship charms bracelet. So basically, every special occasion, we will go buy a charm and add on to our bracelet :) After that me and Cole decided to go Pris house to watch Don't Stop Believing. Got KOI before leaving :) At Pris house, we were all so emotional watching the show. I LOVE THE SHOW!!! <3 Played around before leaving with Cole. By the time I reached home, I super cui le. 

Today went Scape with Pris and Maine. Wanted to sell things but oh well everything cocked up. But still, we had fun trading clothes with one another :) Bought Sticky!! I bought the "Singlish Rocks" and "Regular Mix". Anybody want? ^^ Ask and you will be given. hehe!

The journey back me and Pris were like asleep. I feel so immature leh. Like Pris, Cole, Xueting they are all younger than me but I'm like super childish and immature. I feel like a younger sister with them :( I don't mean like I don't like it but I think I should grow up. Like mentally. Oh well. Daddy and Xi Zheng came to pick me up and we went Airport. Wanted to have Astons but super long queue so had Pizza Hut instead. Now, bathed and all ready to sleep! 

I'm thankful that despite the long duration of not talking to one another, we are back to how we used to be. I love everything about you. Kudos to 4 years of friendship.

To the one who have been there with me when I was at my lowest, when I needed moral support.

What else can I ask for? :)

Pull through this.

So the dates are out.

I'll be doing my operation on the 7th December. 

One part of me is happy because once I'm done with this operation, I don't need to wear the brace anymore, I don't need to suffer anymore, I will look pretty and taller. But another part of me is sad, because I'm afraid of the pain. Yeah, pain. You know when I heard Doctor Tan telling Papa and Mama that I'll need 2 bags of blood for the operation in case, I thought he meant like you know other people's blood, but when he said, "It's better to use her own blood and your blood type is more rare." I literally went like this :O I'm already so scared of injection and now 2 bags of blood. But truth speaking, I do have a rare blood type - AB+. Well, but if I don't use that 2 bags of blood, I'll be donating it to other people. So maybe it isn't exactly a bad thing right? I was joking with Mama, "Can I give my menses blood?" and she replied, "You siao ah!" HEH. ^^ Going back to the hospital for full body check before operation on 23 November. And it's also going to be the day I draw out that 2 bags of blood. Oh man, I scared I cry sia :/ 6 December need admit into hospital already. I scared of the after effect sia. 3 hours long of operation and I'll be fine. Pris, Vin, Cole, Shermaine they all say will come visit me :') Vin best, say will stayover with me. So glad to have them in my life :') 

Xi Jia, I know I can pull through this. You will be fine.

Spent almost half a day at SGH yesterday. The arranging date of the operation was freaking long. Super hungry, so went to the Kopitiam and had lunch with Papa and Mama. After that, the arrangement of the date, then go another place and check my veins etc. Wlao, the nurse tell me both hands also need to draw blood :'( After that went Chinatown there and Mama bought Polo Buns. Went Chomp Chomp with Papa, Mama and Xizheng. SUPER AWESOME. Gonna go there with my clique babies soon :)

Today, met up with Cole Xueting Kimmeng and Navinn for lunch. Initially we agreed on TM Kopitiam but after that decided to change to Jack Place instead. Miss them so much! Pris was so Sakae, so before we left, we met her for a while :) Took 69 with Cole to her house there then take 34 to Airport to study. Wanted to go Mac study but tsk, they don't allow people to study there :( So went BK instead. Andy came over to accompany me but he distracted me with his nonsense!! But still, I managed to study for an hour plus. After that because of my runny nose, I decided to go home. And and and, MAMA'S AWAY TO MALAYSIA WITH HER FRIENDS! :) She's only coming back on Saturday. Party time! Kidding :)

I want Honey Lemon Tea :(