Wordy. NOT.

Not really in a mood to type anything. So just images.

Back.

It's back. the feeling.

I don't know how to describe my feelings now. It's just... Never mind, nobody can understand it. I really can't hope time can pass by faster. I wish I can get him out of my life. But honestly, do I want him in my life? I don't know. He really mean a lot to me, and the past 4 years, I have never once thought that there would be a day when he no longer exist in my world. Is it gonna happen? If I didn't make that decision last year, I'm sure we wouldn't be like this now. I wished I could turn time back...

Is he the one? Nobody knows. I really don't know if it's worth it. I really tried, but it's just that when I see you, when I hear your name, everything just comes back. I thought it would be easier. It hurts me a lot to see you not acknowledging my presence. It can change my mood completely and I just won't stop replaying the scene over and over again in my mind. I really hope we are able to be like how we used to be, where it was just so carefree and just nice and comfortable together. Now, it's like awkward only. I HATE IT.

I do wonder if you will actually notice me even if I'm gone. I really wanna give it a try. I want to know how much I mean to you. And maybe the answer to this will wake me or change me? I don't know. Haiz, I hate it when I blog about all this silly and immature thoughts of mine. 

Scars.

All Disney Princesses, lives happily ever after with their Prince Charming.

Is it reality? Or it only happens in fairytales? 

Behind every happily ever after, there lies a long story, which concluded that it is not easy to live happily ever after. The things they have to go through first, are challenges to test your love for one another and also at the same time, prove your love for the other party. It's like a test - Pass and you'll live happily ever after. Fail and you're off for another love story, with scars all around you. No pain, no gain. You think love is easy uh? Then I got to tell you it isn't. If your love is easy, then it isn't called love. Because of all the obstacles both of you met, you both will be able to overcome it TOGETHER.

This reminds me of Pris. Inside joke :P

EVERY GIRL WANTS A FUNNY BOYFRIEND.

Can you imagine going on a date, and everything is just so serious.

Oh my goodness, I CANNOT IMAGINE THAT.

NO LAUGHTERS = BORING/AWKWARD.

So guys, start to be funny! Actually, you cannot learn how to be funny, it's in YOU. It's the way how you see and say things :)

Worst moments, I've gone through all this already. YAY? XD

Amazing moments, I've gone through less than half only. But when the time is right, I will get what I deserved! :)

LOL, if my mum said this, it will be the end of the world mannnnnn!!!! #likeacoolonly.

When people are arguing and try to pull me into the conversation

LOL, this reminds me of me, Nic and Justin! 

Whenever me and Justin argue, we will FOREVER drag Nicole into it and she'll be like, "I'M NOT INVOLVED." AHAHAHAHA! 

More than that.

Hello earthlings :)

You know, I always wonder how am I suppose to actually start a post. Hello? Hi? Yo? What's up? Haiyo, don't care la :P So regarding my wounds, I'm pretty okay now :) Just that it will hurt here and there, especially when bathing. Last night, it was torture. I really really wanted to cry. The pain was abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. Took a really long time to bathe, like duh right? While sleeping, again, another problem. I kept waking up because I felt the pain at my elbow. So I had to kept adjusting the position of my elbow, not used at all!

This morning, because I bandaged my elbow already, it was hard for me to actually do my daily routine properly since the bandage happen to be like between my arm and elbow. Really suck. Brush teeth, wash face, wear contact lens, tie hair, change clothes, all had to take a longer time to do. And it was somehow the reason why I was late for school. We tried not to be late k. But when we reached main gate, the bell rang. So forget it, we went Mac for breakfast first :P At first, I wanted to just go home and not go school already. But I remembered that I'll be studying with Vin during free period, so I went to school :) Was telling Vin how I got my injury, and explained everything lor. Then talk nonsense ah :) Oh, and we got back our SS mock test paper alr! The deal with Nathan, hahaha we both got 9, so not counted :) And Pris thought I pangseh her cause she didn't see me during morning assembly. hehehe, shall do this more often uh? 

Recess with the usuals, and as usual we talked nonsense and laugh like nobody's business :) I really dislike the bandage at my elbow and the wound at my leg. It's so irritating! And I kept banging into chairs and the wound at my leg will hurt @#$%^&*(. Chinese was boring. Did Listening Compre again. Actually, I like Miss Ho a lot. She so nice :) 

A-maths. BORING. I don't understand anything at all. So we booked appointment with Mr Liu for extra lessons :) Had a short 15 mins break before going for Chem. Got extra chem practical lesson. On the way to Chem Lab, I saw Mr Chiang and Kershon! YAY! I love it when I get to see him almost every Friday :) He recognise me yeahhhh! ^^ SO HAPPY. Chem Practical... The last time I did Chem practical was like last year?! Was quite nervous and scared that I might caused an explosion, but I didn't! :D

After practical, went to find Mr Sham with Pris. Also, to check on training. Only the Sec 1s and CLs were around. Mr Sham did our testimonials for us! YAY! Apparently, me and Pris are starting to consider CIBTC. After that, we waited for Boon Hui Sir for like half an hour? Just to collect our Kayaking Certs. YAY, FINALLY! After that, we went to Jeremy Sir's shop to buy fooddddd! FRIED GOLDEN MUSHROOMMMMMMM and CHICKEN BITESSSS! It was super cheap! $1.20 for the mushrooms and $2 for the chicken. Not bad eh, will still buy in the future :) Went back to canteen and talk. Every teachers whom walk past us will confirm ask us if we are staying back for Night Study. TSK. 

Mr Chia came to talk to us. Follow by Mr Chiang. Haiz, I must not disappoint all of them. So I MUST STUDY HARD. JIAYOU :)

After Pris left, I went to find Xiya. I REALLY MISS NPCC. I'm glad like the juniors will like call me and wave at me. It's so heartwarming! Went to buy Honey Milk Tea for Dajie before going home. Walked home alone, but luckily got someone to talk to on the phone :)

Tomorrow, going for Mr Ng's extra lessonsssss! So guai right? :)
And I feel so loveddddd! <3
Today almost like everybody who saw my elbow will ask me what happened, get well soon. Aww :')
I will get well soon! THANK YOU SWEETIES :D