Ouch.

So sorry for not updating recently! 

WEDNESDAY:

Before me and Xiya left house, I slide open the window, WITH LIKE ALMOST ALL MY ENERGY, and guess what? JACKPOT! My index, middle and ring finger got stuck between the windows. For like 5 seconds, I was too shocked to do anything just stand there with shock. Then I pulled my fingers out, the pain was OMG. I think my face rating was like 5! But without tears! I almost cried but I didn't! Xiya laughed at me but she later was like "Ouch!" LOL!

Saw Xut outside school and went in with her. And, FINALLY, CHINESE O'LEVELS ORAL IS OVER! :) Went NP room after my oral to wait for Pris. Did a few crossword puzzles while waiting for her. After that, we went Mac and I bought McSpicy and Caramel Frappe! <3 

TODAY:

No longer need do duty alr! :) Saw Pris at main gate, walked to ISH with her. Talked nonsense with Pris, nic and xut during assembly. Lessons today were okay! Recess was fun with the usuals :)  LOVE THEM A LOT!!! But that bitch, Navinn he go splash water at me :( Make me wet! RAWRRRRRR! He promised to buy me SHSS! :D

During lunch, I fell :( WHY? Because Justin, Jarrett, Bird, Sher and Pris were pushing the door, so that KM and Xut cannot come out. Then I happen to saw this cleaner, he suddenly stop and look at us. I immediately tell them to watch out. Then they all super cute sia, pretend they just leaning on the door. But for goodness sake, WHY WILL 5 PEOPLE BE LEANING ON JUST A DOOR?! Then someone suddenly say, "Eh, the uncle taking photo!" Then everybody started running away, so I ran too but I don't know what happened, I think I banged into Shermaine or tripped over my own leg and I slide and fell! Now to think back, I damn joke eh! All of them immediately come to me and help me up and asked me if I'm okay, but all I said was, "Where is the uncle?!" LOLOLOLOL! Went to MPH toilet and clean the wounds. 2 on my elbow, 1 on my knee. ALL MY INJURIES ONE RIGHT SIDE. LOL!

Nic and Sher brought me to sickbay and helped me to clean and wrap up the wounds. Love them <3 After half-an-hour, we went back class. Ms Ho never scold usssss! :D Had LC for 15 more minutes and SLACK. After school, went Suntec to sign the thing then come back Tampines meet Dajie. Haiz, don't know how I'm gonna bathe later :(

Stay Strong.

Now, it is already a habit for me to just think about what I did every night before I sleep. Why before I sleep? Because I think it's the best time when the day is about to end, and a new day is about to start, to actually reflect and thank God for everything that happened. Also, it's a time when I can cry on my own so that daddy, mummy, dajie, xiya nor xizheng will see me crying. I'll never want people to see me cry. Don't ask me why, but I just don't want to. Recently, what I have been thinking about is death.

I miss Ah Gong. A LOT. He's gone for 5 years already, yet the memories I had with him never faded.
Death is really scary. Just yesterday, Mummy told me that Ahma's brother's wife passed away. She really is a nice woman, I'll never forget her always smiling. The last time I met her, I never thought it could actually be the last time I see her. Just 10 days ago, she found out that she got cancer. JUST 10 DAYS, and she's gone. It's really true, nobody got control over their own life so really really appreciate everyone and every moment with loved ones.

Spend each day as though as it's the last.

E-po, RIP.

Love Rain.

Went Suntec to settle some work stuffs with dajie yesterday. But everything was just screwed up and in the end, wasted my time. Went to have lunch at Fish&Co and there was this Salad Buffet, awesome! The table beside us seated lots of kids! Somehow we started talking about our childhood memories. I really miss those days, when there was no problems, no troubles, just happy-go-lucky. I'm glad all 4 of us didn't have a huge age gap in-between. Even though we fight, we argue, we sabo one another, but we all know that there is the way we bond and the way to let one another know that we love one another. End of the day, we will get together by singing together on the car. It's so amazing if we start thinking back of all the silly stuffs we did together when we were young. I know sooner or later, we will start going our own ways, and will not have our usual Sunday Family Day. But I know, we will still meet up at our own time, making sure everybody is okay, and will always be there for one another.

After that, we went Cotton On and I bought a white tank top! Need to buy more tank tops!! After that, we went back to Tampines to meet Xizheng for Amazing Spider-Man at Shaw. Overall, I enjoyed the movie. A lot :) Andrew Garfield and Emma Stone are both so hot! REALLY. After movie, went to get Pie Kia before going home :) Had dinner and studied a little of SS before falling asleep on the sofa :/

This morning woke up in a shock. Idk why, just like you know BOOMZ and you're awake! No la, kidding :) Woke up because of the phone, and neither dajie or xiya wanna go answer it, so I had to wake up and answer it. DADDY'S MORNING CALL. Now, that I remember, I actually was pissed. I mean who in the right mind will be happy when they just wake up. And plus wake up not because I want to but because of he telephone. Woke Xiya up because it was 7.30am alr! Oh myyyyyyy~ While walking to school, my mood became really good because of a really sweet text and cause was talking to xiya bout.... something :)

After assembly, met the girls and greeted one another with typical sarcastic comments. LOL. Then went to Old Library for SS test, before I even step into the library, Mrs Tan asked me to get everyone to the old library. So I have to climb the staircase up again~ Went into the library and realised that the girls went to the toilet, so I chopped seat for Pris since it was seating according to banded class. Luckily, Nathan didn't study for it too. No, not luckily but naughty him! :) I miss those days when we were really close.... Sec 1 and 2. :( 9.45, I did not complete my paper. My whole SEQ blank :( I think what Miss Tan said is true, I'm writing too slowly alr. Then Nathan told me the deal is on again! TSK PLAY CHEAT ONLY LA HIM :( I told him if I score higher, then okay. But if he score higher, then nooooo! heh :P

Then went back class for English. Boring. But it ended quite well with Clarence singing 'Save My World' :) btw, did I mentioned that he got sunburned? LOBSTERRRR! Recess with the typical and I really love today because of recess! It all started with Nic, saying a cold joke. Then everybody started saying their own cold jokes. EPIC! And stupid me, wanted to say the fishball joke but ended up saying the answer first :( But still, they find it a joke :) I love them! heh, I think I'm gonna say I love them everytime I mention them. Yes, that's how much I love them <3

Maths, it was okay. Since we were doing paper. Feel accomplished :) After Maths, went to canteen since we couldn't find xut and shermaine. Saw Ms Ho!! Asked her if I can skipped hothousing and she 'scold' me :( hehehe she is a niceeee teacher! Went Mac to get Apple Pie with pris and sher! Saw Kholish and Iman, my 2 most naughty yet cute 42nd Batch juniors :) It was drizzling heavier but I love the rain! At first pris was walking with me, but later because of her apple pie, she went to share umbrella with Sher. Who cares, I STILL LOVE WALKING UNDER THE RAIN :) It's just so romantic kkkk! :P Went for hothousing by Mr Lin. What Xut said is right, if you are really hyper, you cannot stop, otherwise you'll be tired and sleepy. IT'S TRUE. I almost fall sleep during his lesson! :P But because of the occasionally jokes that made me laugh, I didn't :)

After hothousing, met up with Xizheng at main gate. He wanted to go support his school for C'div VB but because he wearing slippers, so cannot enter. Walked home with him :) Treated him to Mac, I'm such a nice sister uh :P Went home and cooked fried eggggggg! SUPER GOOD K! LOVE IT :) While watching TV, I fell asleep. OMG I'M SUCH A PIG SIA :( Woke up with a bad neckache and went to bathe. Now, waiting for dinner to come home then gonna study history for tomorrow! :)

Rawrz.

You know how thankfully I am for having Navinn in my life. He may seems to be like a gangster, but deep inside him, he is like an angel! ahahaha not angel angel but like angel-like. Anyway, the meaning is there la! He is the one that always understand me when everyone didn't. He is the one that always support me, keep me motivated, cheering me up, giving me advice, protecting me. I've never and will never regret having him as my best best best best best best guy friend. I know that no matter what happened, he will be there. Forever and always ready for my call/text. I know if I tell him who bully me, he will stand up for me. No matter how upset I'll be, he'll never fail to cheer me up. 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING VIN :) 

You know I love you too right, no matter what happens ;)

Phesh.

It is another post where I'm gonna complain about every single thing. Idk why but my luck is really down. Haiz, I wish I could leave Singapore for just a month. Away from everyone, everything, everywhere. I bet you don't understand what I'm saying. Well, you don't have to. Just leave your normal life and ignore this.

I'm sorry to everyone that I'm gonna attitude these days. I just can't control my temper recently. I'm sorry.

Don't feel like talking anymore....