Madagascar 3

Yay, feeling excited about tomorrow! :)

Today, at around 2+pm, xut asked me if I can free to go out with her. So I went out with her, plus Justin. We were suppose to meet at 3.45pm, but Justin knew that we will be late. So he came at 4pm. But we were still late :P We went around T1 first, and had lots of fun! Why? Secret :) Justin will kill me if he sees this okay? But we had lots of fun, especially Justin.

Then at 5pm, I met up with Junjie at Tampines Interchange the Mac. I was late :P for a while heh. Then Tassri and Farah came soon. Went to LJS for dinner :) Quite awkward, but still okay. Saw Pris, xut and Justin! After that, Tassri and Farah went over to Open Plaza first. Junjie, the Mr Nice, waited for me to eat finish :) LOL, we ended the dinner by taking a few pictures. After that Tassri sent Farah home. Me and Junjie just walk around until he suggested watching movie. All the movies that  he wanted to watch was NC16, he purposely one tsk! At first he didn't want to watch de, because cartoons not his type, but because the other movies are either M18, NC16 or I watched le :P So for me, we decided on Madagascar 3! :) 

Walked around TM because the movie starting at only 7.05! Then we went to look for Priscilla and Patricia at Kopitiam. Asked them if they want to watch Madagascar 3 too, but they not enough money. So I went to NTUC there the atm to draw money, but the queue was omg! Walked to Gongcha there the atm, thankfully, the queue was shorter.

By then it was 7.05pm already, I ran back cause they haven't buy tickets! Super tired. The movie was funny! But super cold! After the movie, Pris and Pat left and jj accompanied to NTUC. But mummy say don't need buy already. But dajie want Gongcha, so we went to get Gongcha! :) After that, we went to topup our EZ-Link card and we saw one another's EZ-Link picture XD At first he wanted to walk home de, but because he walked me to interchange, he changed his mind and decided to take bus instead :) Well, bus 69 was so crowded so we waited for the next bus instead. He so nice, pei me until my bus come :) Luckily, when my bus arrived, his bus came too. Lucky guy :) I'm glad he didn't regret watching the movie! So cute right!! :)

Went home, bathed and helped mummy with the jellies for tomorrow! Gonna sleep soon! :)

Photo credits to Tassri :)

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I HATE YOU, THEN I MISS YOU. 

THEN I HATE YOU AGAIN.... THEN I MISS YOU AGAIN.

and the cycle go on and on and on...

I really don't know what am I doing. Why am I going on about this again? I thought it was over, but it is just another unstable cover. I really hate this. I wish I could just leave everything behind and run away. But reality will always be around. Sooner or later, I will have to face it and whatever the consequences are, I have to go through it too, be it alone or with someone. I'm surprised with myself. Am I that weak? I really wanna get out of school, out of Singapore, to somewhere of a new environment. My family, my friends, I really don't wanna leave them. But I'm really tired of this shit that is going on. Argh.

"If people leave your life once, there might be a second and third time."

This has been stuck in my mind. Just once, and I'm like feeling shit. Twice, thrice? Kill me. I cannot blame him too. I still think it's all because of me. 

I wish the day, when I wake up to find that I no longer care, miss and love him anymore, will come faster.

K.O

22 June, 1.30am.

Oh gosh, feeling really terrible now. Honestly, I don't know why. Just feeling like something is stuck at my throat. Sucky. 

Just got home from Impressions, half-an-hour ago. So before Impressions, we had A-maths lessons for 4 hours! :/ Because Xueting have Pure History in the morning, I'll only be meeting her at 12 for lunch. So met up with x before I went to find xueting :) Then met with Pris for burble tea and obviously, we were late :P Lesson was boring. And that's why we started whatsapping nonsense. Pris was like everywhere, under everybody's name. She cute pig! :) Xueting was really hyper. Laughing about everything and disturbing me. Tsk.

After lessons, went home and xiya surprised me with a pair of heels! She's so sweet la. Bathed and all. Left house at 6pm. But I was late :( Was supposed to meet Xueting, Nicole, Joyce, Shermaine, Justin, Navinn and Jarrett at MRT at 6.15pm. I only reached there at like 6.40pm? I felt really bad. Cause they will all be late because of me :( Met up with Kimmeng at Clementi. So by the time we reached NUS, it was reaching 8pm already. Felt really bad.

Impressions was okay. Had a lot of fun time disturbing xt and km. Cute. After Impressions, we took some photos and I saw Kershon! After so long!!! :D Then took some pictures yeah blahblahblah. The ride back was really long. And tiring. Was really tired and my legs were sore. But it was quite fun because xt and km were entertaining us. LOL. Yeah, by the time we reached Bedok, it was already 11.45pm. So we took 69, last bus back. And on the way, we decided to go straight home. After I alighted, it was so dark and scary.... I wanted to call somebody. But nah, forget it.... Called xiya instead. She came down and accompanied me to 7-11 to get my dinner. Just bought a chicken rice, and it sucks. I feel like vomiting now. I don't know. Just don't feel well. Gonna sleep soon cause I'm feeling really bad now. goodnight.

WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING DOWN ON ME?

Fries.

Yesterday, me and Pris went school late because she have checkup and we were banded to the same class. So I waited for her :) Met with Xueting and Nicole at opposite school at 11am. Then went 7-11 to get some snacks before going school. Maths 'camp'. It was about graphs throughout. I think it's okay, not that bad. Lunch time, we went to have Prata! Xueting was super high, keep saying jokes and make us all laugh and can't eat properly. But she cute la :)

While, so of course we were late for lessons. Mr Ng's lesson. Because he is our LD, so I was imagining him screaming at us, LOL! So we waited for Patrick and Justin to enter class first :P But he didn't scold leh! :) His lessons was not that boring, still manageable :)

After class, met xueting, nicole, justin, berwyn, shayn outside 1A. Xueting was kidding scolding Patrick when Mr Ng appeared. Mr Ng gave xueting the face XD She got caught not once, not twice, but THRICE. hahaha she cute right? After that, Patrick went off, and Justin walked us to the traffic area before going home. The 4 of us went to buy fries and drinks and went to Pris house again :) At first we wanted to fried the fries on our own, but heh, Pris mummy helped us instead. Her mummy is so cute! When pris asked, "Use what to cook?" Then her mummy reply, "Your hands lah!" hahahaha cute! Then we watched 'The day after tomorrow" Went home at 7.30pm. So tired....! Later got Impresions! YAY!

Steamboat.

Today was Chinese Prelims Oral, met up with the girls before going school. We were all so excited for the movie and the steamboat! So we all had to sit in the MPH and wait for our turns. Among the 4 of us, I will be the last to be tested. Sian. So while waiting, we started chit-chatting. Then somehow we started discussing what movie to watch at my house on Saturday. We all wanted horror but Sher and Pris didn't want! So Shermaine started suggesting a lot of happy movie! It was quite funny when she started suggesting My Little Pony, Mr Bean, Barbie. LOL! So while me, Nicole and Patrick were suggesting horror movies, Priscilla and Shermaine were suggesting happy movies. But too bad, 3 VS 2. Plus Justin also wanted horror! So it's 4 VS 2! :P I'm sorry!

Overall, oral was okay. Not as bad as how I thought it would be :) After I was done, we immediately set off to CS! Snow White And The Huntsman! We bought tickets for the 11am one and went to bought some buns :) We bought 2 buns each and went to 7-11 and decided to get Big Gulp each, other than Pris. It was really funny to see how we all were trying to hide our food and drinks XD But we passed! The movie was nice! You should totally go watch it :) 

After the movie, we were all so urgent for the toilet!!!!! That's why I regret getting the Big Gulp!  Then went NTUC to get food for our steamboat! Whoa, we took like an hour plus just to get the food! Not surprising cause we all kept joking around XD Met this really friendly uncle at the cashier. Nice guy :) Saw Weiliang Sir and Elyana at the interchange! :)

STEAMBOAT TIME! Fun and more fun :) We spent another hour plus preparing the food! All of us were so hungry that we forgot to take photo of the food! XD SUPER DUPER FULL. Nic and Pris were full already, so me and xt had to clear the food. So I have to finish up all the chickens while she have to finish up the vegetables, squids and mushrooms. After that, we were both super duper ultra full! Omg. Then Nic left cause she have tuition later. After washing up, we each have a bowl of ice cream each :) Sat at the dining room and started talking. Xueting said lots of things that caused to think about what I want to be and do in the future. We were talking about marriage, kids, work, money, future. I just love to have talks like that, knock a lot of sense into me all the time :)

Walked to the bus stop with XT after that. Now, I'm still super bloated, though I have pooped out some things alr XD So here are some pictures ;)

 What me and Xueting have to clear.