plus one

On cloud nine.


I've enjoyed your company tonight.


You are all that I want.


Your hugs, 

your kisses, 

your hand that hold onto mine, 

your shoulder to lean on when I'm tired,

EVERYTHING.


I'm in love with love.

notes

Notes is my current favourite place to go to whenever I feel negative.


It reminds me of the good old days.


So glad I saved those messages back then. :')



"Darling"


"I really really love you alot"


"I just want to tell you how lucky I am to have you"


"I can't express how much I love you"


"My love for you have never faded from the start"


"I will only love you more and more, not any lesser"


"Thank you for being my pillar of strength"


"Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense"


"I will treat you like the way you're supposed to be treated"


"I don't want you to be sad"


"I just want you to be happy for the rest of your life"


"I promise to change"


"Please don't give up"


"I'm sorry"




So precious to me. :')

devastated

It hurts to know that in your eyes, that is how you see me.


U n g r a t e f u l    b i t c h


A long and miserable ride home.

I chose the loser corner.

I hid my face.

I was at my lowest.

I couldn't stop my tears.

All I wanted was love.

Simple, traditional, classic love.

But modern love is taking over.

All that matters was if I deserved it.

No hugs, no kisses, no promises.

It was just me, and my sorrow.

I questioned myself.

I tried to shut myself out.

I hated myself.

I hated the world.

I hated for existing.

I never do things right.

I'm no perfect.

Never right.

I had to.

I was so close to jumping off the cliff.

A force pulled me back.

One last try.

One last chance.

One last hope.

One last go.

Everything resumed.

But something was different.

Me.

I accepted.

I've learnt.

I want to be the happiest.

I want to be happy.

I want to love myself.

And the only solution,

Was ME.










Thank you for being here for me,

nobody.